Mixed emotions.

So what's the point of doing all these since I know you're not gonna give a damn? Since you're not gonna care about all those efforts that I've put into? You, you. Are supposed to notice. And you're not the one who noticed. It's the other person. I've tried SO hard to gain your attention so that everything will be well, but you just ignored me. All those efforts. So what to do?

This doesn't sound like me at all. How weird. Hmmm..

It's a nice feeling to have someone asking: How are you? Are you feeling alright? But sometimes, I think that it's an obligation to ask me. Maybe I'm just weird. Or unique:) I don't really like being asked who am I referring to in my posts. So I'm sorry for offending anyone as I don't really wanna talk about that topic. I'm just expressing my thoughts into words.