I know this girl who always act bitchy in front of people. I heard that she's from abroad, and just came to this country a year ago. She's so bitchy to everyone, she is labelled as one of the mean girls. I was curious cause I heard she wasn't like that before. I didn't dare to ask her, since I'm not close to her. We're just hi-bye friends. But one day, I finally pluck up my courage and ask her as we both live near each other.

"Heyyy.. Are you always like this to everyone?"

Ok I know it's very lame and stupid by asking her that question. But oh wells. I REALLY WANT TO KNOW! =.=

She didn't answer me at first. But we are walking in the same direction. And after 5 minutes, she said something..

"I know I'm bitchy to everyone. I know how I'm acting. You think I like acting like this? Whenever I go home, that tough and bitchy facade that I put on just disappear. And why am I acting like this? I dunno. When I first came to this school, everyone was nice to me, and they still are. It's just that I feel really inferior when I'm talking, or even being in this school. Everyone seems so perfect. So I was just trying to fit in. But I didn't know the fitting in process required me to change. I became bitchy and arrogant. I talk differently to my friends here and back home. And it hurts me the other time when someone that I actually care about asked me, "why are you so cocky?" I didn't know what to reply, so I smiled and turned away. What am I supposed to do?"



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This is pretty pointless..

Photo before The Last Song.
Both of us were looking nice and neat and not red before the show.