JW ♥

2012-02-10T21:43:00.003+11:00

I realised I haven't blogged about Formal 2011. Should I do it now? Since I have nothing to do at the moment (more like not wanting to do anything), I shall :D

So the day began with meeting up at Melody's house. Chrisdan, Carmen, Faye and I went to Mel's to get ready for Formal. All the girls were dressed to the nines and looked absolutely stunning but of course! I would like to thank them for helping me with the make-up and styling my hair :)

PHOTOBOMB WIN!

This is only 1/5 of what's to come! Be patient and you guys would have things to read/see! :D

Have a great weekend lovelies

First Day in Year 12

2012-02-03T23:25:00.000+11:00

Just like everyone else, I had troubles sleeping & waking up. I did like a countdown to waking up.

6:33am

6:34am

6:36am

6:39am

6:43am

6:48am

6:54am

7:01am

7:09am

7:10am

*ALARM GOES WILD*

Yeee boi! What a way to start off the day! :D

Put on my school uniform, head downstairs for breakfast and packed my lunch, and off I went to meet up with Kellogs at the roundabout to walk to school together.

I got a shock of my life when I saw her walking towards me in her red jumper :|

We all gathered at the hall for registration and our first assembly. I was surrounded by a sea of red jumpers. That sight was very intimidating and shocking. And then, it dawned upon me that VCE is just a few months' away.. NOOOO.

I like my classes this year, not the teachers, not so much. But the people in them :) It's gonna be one hell of a year. I can feel it in my bones.

Overall my first day back was pretty... cool[?] It was definitely different :-

I HAVE A FRIGGIN' TOP LOCKER THIS YEAR! WOOWZA! I WAS SO HAPPY OMGOSH NO MORE KNEELING DOWN TO CHUCK MY BAG & GET MY BOOKS C:
Most Year 12 lockers are upstairs, which means different hanging out spots.

"Are we supposed to go upstairs or stay here?"

".... I think we should go up since everyone's there"

It was just different.

Last year of high school, last year of wearing uniforms, last year of wearing tbars and school socks.

It's a part of growing up innit?

It still feels surreal to be 18 though. I want to be 16 or maybe 17.

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I'll defs blog about my holidays in good ol' Malaysia! Stay tuned :B

If you can't be stuffed, it's OK. I don't mind. hehe.

2011-11-21T17:19:00.000+11:00

I need to rage. Where else could I release my pent-up emotions other than on this online journal of mine. It's been a while I know, but this rage and hatred that I'm feeling are so damn overwhelming. I can't believe I actually cried because of this. When I look back at this, it's going to be a stupid and silly setback in life, but at the moment, this pile of shit is flippin' high up, I don't know how to get down from the top.

So today is my interview, yes, 21/11/2011 at 1140am was supposed to be my interview. A week ago, I checked that it's on Tuesday instead at 1020am. I went to school today to double-check it, and hey, tadaa, the date & time, 21/11/2011 at 1140am was smacked in my face. I was freaking out because my interviewers are Mrs. Tan (International coordinator, who scares the beejezus out of me) and Mr. Penso. Off I went to the senior centre only to get yelled at by Mrs Tan, "Jamie, Did you know that you are late for your interview? I am really really angry because you are such an irresponsible girl who doesn't have her priorities right. Come back at the end of the day at about 3 30pm-4pm for your interview then."

By then, I was speechless. She wouldn't listen to my explanation and that was no surprise at all.

So I went to the city to kill time & finally bought my formal dress which made me excited and happy for a while until I came back home at 3 30pm. I lost my keys 2 weeks ago and have been surviving without one since aunty or someone will always be home by the time I'm outside of the house. Rang aunty up and she told me that she'll be back in 5 minutes' time. That was the longest 5 minutes of the year. She came back at 3 50pm & I had to run to school by 4pm.

Got to school, got yelled at again, got stared down again. Brilliant. So when it was my interview, I had Mrs. Tan, Mr. Penso and Mr. Imam. Oh I loved life then, like I absolutely adored it. Mrs. Tan talked about, scratch that, more like nagged about how bad I am at Physics and GMA, that my interview was the worst one among the rest, how that I'm in the bottom 15-20% for those who wants to do Specialist Maths next year, that I don't set my priorities straight, that I'm hanging out with the wrong crowd, that I'm not putting effort in anything I do at all, that my head is not programmed at the right track.. ALLL the things that you can think of, she said it.

I wanted to cry then but I'm not going to let that woman see how badly her words have affected me.
You know what, next year, no bloody distractions except for my shows because I can't live without them. I'm not going to have a social life except for going to the gym because I really want to prove that woman wrong. I'll just have to shove my slip in her face to please her, to make her happy, to let her know that I'm not a pushover.
Yeah and I know all these are words and I'm probably going to be like "oh I can't be bothered blablabla *procrastinates*" , but I'm going to try harder, not like I didn't try this year.

OK, I'm feeling better now. I think.

Formal's on Thursday. Fun, I absolutely can't wait.

Last Day of a Year 11-er

2011-11-06T01:36:00.000+11:00

Last Friday marked the last day of school, for the year 11s. It didn't seem like it was the last day though somehow.. OMGAH YEAR 12 NEXT YEAR! wait, why am I thinking of the extra amount of pressure that I have to cope with next year when exams are starting on Monday? *gulp*

And here I am, thinking of things to do after exams. *automatically switches to the relax mode and then panic mode* D:

Here are some pictures that I or someone else who used my camera took :)

Carmenorssss

Gingerbreadman/woman that Ms. Gardener (ESL teacher) gave. So nice of her!

ESL class.

CHANDER!

The lame jokers who never fail to put a smile on my face.

SO ADORABLE C:

Chrisdan and Nick!

eric *salutes*

ze back rowers.

Mr. Stokes (Methods)

Boys who took my camera.

METHODS

hahahahahaha

hahahaha i'm smiling, looking at these pictures. aits i'm tired. GOODNIGHT EVERYBODAI

2011-10-10T23:53:00.000+11:00

I still feel shaken when someone mentions the word 'death'. It sounds really dramatic, I know, but it's like this 2nd blow is even harder to comprehend. It's 2 more days to a month of what happened, yet I haven't figured out a way to come to terms of her death. More like their deaths. hmm.. :/ Sometimes I think I'm the next one in line. Is there a way to feel/sense death?

May you kumas rest in peace :)

What made me write this post? Teresa Ho's sudden & tragic death did. Poor girl, what a sudden death. I hope you're in a better place. Truly do.

Moral of the story #1 : Don't listen to your Ipod all the time.
Moral of the story #2 : Don't blast it and shove both earplugs into your ears.

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Exams are coming up so quickly! Just merely 3 weeks to go and TADAA exams!! D: I'm gonna disappear @ lunch time to study study study. Definitely gonna focus 100% on Accounting. I need to get into Uni Accounting. Please (yn)

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1. It's cute when girls go on their tippy toes to hug guys.
2. It's cute when nose-to-nose rubs happen.
3. It's cute when it's a forehead/cheek/nose kiss instead.
4. It's cute when conversations flow accordingly yet randomly.
5. It's cute when there's home-cooked food :D

Sorry, I'm in a <3 mood now due to Diyana's recommendation -> What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction. hehehe.

OK OK, sleepytime. Sleep early, sweet dreams!

2011-10-02T13:19:00.001+11:00

It was my first time ever writing up a to-do list and actually following & ticking them.

So yes, I'm pretty proud of myself for accomplishing this :)

Went for Isaac's birthday party/gathering few weeks ago. We played laser tag! I finally know how Barney feels whenever he plays laser tag. The adrenaline rush running through your veins, the excitement that you share among your team mates, the flushed red appearances on almost everyone's faces when we emerge victoriously. Simply epic. well i liked it okay......

Saw this bear on our way to Dark Zone.

WOULD ANYONE CARE FOR A HUG?

Kids!

Went to watch Crazy Stupid Love on Friday and I am not kidding, I squeaked/squealed when I saw this ..

seriously, WHO CAN RESIST? D: He's like perfect... Shoulders mmmmm <3

But overall, I reckon it's an alright movie. I only like the ending. hahahaha.

Okiepokes, I'll blog about Joey's birthday dinner soon once I get pictures from her.

Have a great Sunday!

more than words

2011-09-16T21:02:00.000+10:00

Had a really awesome meal with Joey last week at Zest.

Joey's amazing hot chocolate without marshmallows

why hello there

My amazing berries smoothie <3

Entrée (fries + fried shrimps)

Caesar Salad

And I think after that, we couldn't be bothered taking any more pictures. hehe.

School's been REAAAALLY hectic lately because this week's the 2nd last week of term 3. Week's been filled with tests, SACs, results, walking, running, laughing, crying, eating, showering, pooping, taking a piss, using the laptop, humming to the tunes on Itunes ;) , scratching my leg. Then it suddenly hit me.. I'm going to be in Year 12 in a few months' time. So that means every week of school is going to be D: but :D at the same time. That sudden realisation definitely left me with a few weird[?] moments at school.

I can't wait for Year 12, but I'm extremely nervous and worried for what might happen next year. WHO KNOWS RIGHT? I just have to leave it all to the Big Guy up there.

It was my mummy's birthday on Monday. I was going to send a happy birthday text when I received a text message from Joey. A really good day became dreadful in just a snap of fingers. I lost another one of my aunties. We weren't as close as me and aunty Pauline, but she was still family. Time was passing so slow and studyhall was awaiting me. Skipped it and bawled out at the lockerbay when no one was around, or so I thought.

Well anyways, I'll blog soon :)

I'll just tell myself that I'm OK.

Much needed.

2011-09-10T13:09:00.005+10:00

Yesterday after school, we went to the newly-opened Crazy Wings restaurant to try out their signature dish "Crazy Wings". As the name probably suggests, Crazy Wings are super spicy, but it's a combination of laksa-spicy & numbing-spicy. With every bite, your lips tingle when you press them together.

SO here's a picture of crazy wings.

Don't look down on the 2 tiny pieces of chicken wings! They may look harmless, but they're incredibly spicy. An interesting experience I must say. But I don't think I'll have them anymore.. not anytime soon. Chrisdan and I went to Safeway to get big Ms and bread. If it weren't for those "comfort food", I'll tear up even more.. :x

Aftermath.. Picture taken from Chrisdan's tumblr :)

Sugar, spice and everything nice

2011-09-10T13:09:00.004+10:00

Yesterday after school, we went to the newly-opened Crazy Wings restaurant to try out their signature dish "Crazy Wings". As the name probably suggests, Crazy Wings are super crazy due to its spiciness, but it's a combination of laksa-spicy & numbing-spicy. With every bite, your lips tingle when you press them together.

SO here's a picture of crazy wings.

Aftermath.. Picture taken from Chrisdan's tumblr :)

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Continued.

The girls watched Rise of the Planet of the Apes (still think that it's an awesome movie) and I joined them for dinner after. We went to Crazy Wings AGAIN! [There was a waiter who said in Mandarin "Oh they were here before" when he saw Faye and I stepping into the restaurant]
AND GUESS WHAT? HEHE all of them teared up! hahaha it was funny actually; everyone just went "Oh guys I can't do this anymore. I'm like shaking.." I had another one to show them how brave I was ;)

Pri's Alice in Wonderland :)

Have a good weekend folks!

First of Everything

2011-08-08T00:05:00.003+10:00

Today's been interesting & fun.

It was my first time having lunch at Menya (Japanese restaurant at Melbourne Central) and boy was my tummy and taste buds satisfied.

It was my first time doing homework + a little bit of ~~book-flipping~~ studying in Melbourne Uni library. When I took a step into the building, my lips curled to form --> D: yeaaaaa... That library is so damn pretty and quiet, you could hear a pin drop. I actually finished all my homework, surprisingly, and learned a few things, which was another surprise. I think doing work in M.U library motivated me a little to do better, so that I'll get a spot in Melbourne University *fingers & toes crossed*

Rise of the Planet of the Apes (what a long title...) is actually a good movie. It definitely stirred a few emotions in me, plus, I was caught grabbing Joey's hand 1/4 of the time. haaaaa i'm such a wuss. The visual effects team did an awesome job. Those apes actually look real, well to me they did. You could see them wrinkles CLEARLY, and the fine or rough facial hair sticking out of their faces. just amazing.

"Come home with me please, Caesar."
'Caesar is home.'

SAY WHAAAAT?

Tomorrow will be the day when I get my results back.
Tomorrow will be the day when my heart races.
Tomorrow will be the day that changes everything.

whoa whoa Jamie... dramatic much? But yes, it'd change everything..... Uni accounting D:

Stop being blue on a Monday!

Holidays!

2011-08-01T20:17:00.003+10:00

I haven't updated this space in a while cause I can't be bothered. I realise that I blog when I'm bored. AHAHA not saying that I've been busy these few weeks, but things have been happening and I'm always lethargic & sleepy at the end of the day. School, family and more school.

So after a pretty hectic semester, I went back to Malaysia for 2 weeks or so..

Sports day!

Mum made pocket-looking sandwiches :D

Blueberry cheesecake with Ms Diyana

Chilled at Zoe's for a while and bought her a slice of cake cause we such nice kids (H)

Hey! I'm not that short . . . .

and also went to Bangkok for 4 days 3 nights. It was a free n easy trip, so I thought we could actually sleep till 10am, take the lift down for our breakfast, use all them facilities available.

Breakfast :)

I knew Bangkok was a busy place, but what I didn't expect was that Mum would wake up at 5am (Bangkok's 1 hour behind, so it'd be 6am in Malaysia), have breakfast, and go out shopping ON HER OWN. How awesome was/is that? Joey and I were in disbelief when mum rang our room and told us that she's out at the morning market. And we went to Damnernsaduak Floating Market. It was quite an experience I must say.

Damnernsaduak Floating Market

Oh hello there. I took a picture with a 20kg snake ALONE. I'm so proud of myself :')

SEE SEE SEE!

Coconut ice cream in a coconut shell, THE BEST!

Some temple......

hahaha I thought this was pretty funny. Joey taking a picture of mom.

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZ

With mum by our side, it was no doubt that we bought quite a lot of stuff + they were super cheap too! Mum's really good at haggling over prices :D Another eye-opening thing was that we went to watch this tranney cabaret show. I loved it and was creeped out at some scenes. I feel pretty bad for them though. They're judged by society all the time, the only thing that they can do properly without being discriminated against is being on the show.. :/

I celebrated my birthday as well. Had a party, invited a few friends over and we had Indian/Chinese food. OMNOMNOM! The birthday cake was amazing though I didn't eat it. hahaha :) I was too stuffed after consuming those yummy food.

More pictures to be uploaded later. I can't be bothered clicking on so many buttons :)

2011-06-28T23:49:00.001+10:00

So if this isn't good enough, what is?

Am I obligated to fulfil your commands if that means irritating you and me?

Leave me alone for just a minute. Is that too much to ask for? FUDGE.

Why aren't things going as planned? What else can I do? I'm doing everything that I already can but my goal isn't achieved.
Thinking of what I could be, what I could have as everything is laid out perfectly right in front of me.
Why couldn't I be like them?

:) One of my favourite movies. Chick's name is Jamie, and she dies -.-

HULLOW.

2011-06-25T02:07:00.004+10:00

So I just realised that I haven't updated this redundant space for say... 11982418230 days :S I'M SO SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES! I've been.. um.. busy.. [?] with a side of procrastination + being a blob.

Exams are finally over! Well the last paper (Accounting) ended about a week ago. I THINK! I don't remember since I don't really care about it at the moment. Well I know I'll be disappointed when I get my result back.. which would be sometime in August. I'm really not looking forward to it because I know I didn't do as well as I thought I could. I honestly think that the paper is really different compared to the previous ones. OH wells.. :/
I signed up to be a member of Fitness First! :D I feel fit now. LAWL jokes, I hardly go to the gym >< What's the point of becoming a member when I hardly step foot into the gym IN WINTER? It gets so dark even at 4pm. GAH. & I couldn't go earlier because of studyhall.. :( But I'll definitely make full use of the membership though. Wouldn't wanna let it go to waste. haha
Things have been advancing at a pretty good pace. Not too fast & not too slow. Just the way I like it :)
After looking at the Year 12's formal pictures, I'm kinda excited for the Year 11's. hahaha I know it's months away but it'd be cool to see everyone in grand and posh-looking clothes again! (Y)
After the exams, almost everyone is in the holiday mode, although holidays are in a week's time. So that means..

MALAYSIA! EEEPPP!!! ++++ BANGKOK!! DOUBLE EEEP! :))

Webcammed with the awesome MUM just then :D and I told her how much I like shorts like these now ^ I dunno why but I reckon they look good with tights. Don't really mind the ribbons though. I just like the way they're worn :) Time to get some new clothes!

YER COOL?

I want a castle of my own! Or maybe travel to Germany to have a look at this castle. How pretty is this?

Having my daily dose of apples. I'd usually have 3 apples a day. TINY apples.

Dizzle! Hayden's cat that weighs less than 1 kilogram D:

PEE-KA-BOO!

ft. the FAYE.

Alright that's about it folks! I'll remember to update my blog often this time :) hehe.

Malaysia in 7++ days! :)

andd, not forgetting 18 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! :B

Question marks.

2011-06-06T22:19:00.006+10:00

When things were much simpler.

2011-06-03T20:21:00.003+10:00

3 down, 3 more to go.

The amount of effort that I’ve put in ; studying and burning the midnight oil for the exams is .. mind-blowing. Well for my standards, it’s a fair amount. Isn’t one supposed to feel ‘relieved’ or ‘relaxed’ after sitting for a paper? That doesn’t work, for me anyways. GAAAH.

What happened to ‘It’s OK, as long as you’ve done your best, you can’t ask for more.’ It’s so disappointing : having to study so much, gluing my ass on the seat, placing my laptop on my bed (one less distraction), going to the library if I can’t study at home cause of the Internet, but the aftermath is just …

I’m satisfied with my Physics score, considering the fact that I slept for say 4 hours. I crashed right away when I stepped into my room.

GMA, on the other hand. That was just funny. I made up my own equations along the way; I made up answers that didn’t make sense. Everything looked foreign to me. It was as though I was taking up French. After enduring 3 hours and 20 minutes of torture, our faces said it all. Most laughed, I did because it was seriously ridiculous. I didn’t know such questions existed.

Oh wells, I’m done ranting. I’ve got to study for Chemistry, Methods (I’m gonna um yeah struggle?) & Accounting. To study for accounting is on top of my list at the moment. I’ve got a lecture to attend tomorrow. I’m going to focus on whatever Miss Blazejewski says and direct my attention towards her. HAVE TO!

If only Tech Access was filled with questions like that^

2nd post of the day. WHEEEEEEEEE 8D this makes up for not blogging these days hehehe

Vyom & Vidhisha's 16th

2011-06-03T19:59:00.002+10:00

The theme was "Nerds VS Geeks, Cheerleaders VS Jocks"

It was fun dressing up and putting everything together. I must say, almost everyone rocked up in their geek/nerd outfits. There were only 5[?] that went as jocks & less than 5 as cheerleaders. hahaha

I went to Faye's to get ready (as usual) before her dad dropped us at this hall..? I can't remember the details, or what happened because it was 2 weeks ago! D:

Sam Roy & Sam Gray (the jocks)

SUSHIE ! :D IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST SAW HER !

Why so cute for?

Aits, time for another post about those papers that I sat for for the past 3 days!

2011-05-15T19:26:00.005+10:00

"So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I'm still trying to figure out how that could be."

Bed hair.

MYE are in 2 weeks' time, and guess what I'm doing instead of studying? D: ALRIGHT IMMA GO STUDY NOW. I feel really guilty. Guilt keeps me going.

Knowing that everyone has someone by their side makes me feel unwanted..

Take care on the other side ⋆

Rest In Peace

2011-05-10T19:15:00.006+10:00

It’s a natural occurring process, no doubt about that. Lives have been taken, souls are gone, but one’s presence will still be sensed. somehow.. It’s hard for me to fully comprehend the fact that you’re gone. I still can’t grasp the fact that you’re not going to be there for my Graduation Day which is a year plus from now. But all I know is that you’re going to be there for me, looking down upon me, smiling and feeling proud of me.

Whatever you’ve promised Joey and I, whatever you’ve said and told us about what happened in the past & will happen in the future, all the soup and dishes that you’ve cooked for us for dinner & CNY, I’ll remember them. You were the one of the closest aunts that I will ever have. You were that “I-can’t-stand-your-bullshit” person, and I like that a lot about you although it can be intimidating at times. You were ( past tense.. :/ ) really important to me, koko. I’ll miss you dearly and I know you’re in a better place. A place with no agony and pain. You don’t have to suffer anymore! J

No more needles, no more hair loss, no more bruises.

It’s going to be a bit weird because mummy wouldn’t have to turn into your house anymore, we wouldn’t have to go to Pelangi for the random trips, we wouldn’t have to wake up early in the morning for breakfast or brunch. It’s an adjustment, something that I’ve got to learn to get used to. I know it’s stupid to cry because I know you’ll be back in my life.

I know it’s only going to hit me in the face when I’m in Malaysia. When I finally realise that you’re not there, staring at the TV, waiting for your Time. Nevertheless, you’ll return to us, all of us, and be that good ol’ koko once again. I’ll miss you a lot koko. Stay safe on the other side alright? J

The thread of hope

2011-05-05T22:08:00.003+10:00

The last post was so written by me. *coughdenialcough*

So it's been a while! Mid Year Exams are in a month's time, and I've done jackshit so far.

"I dont start studying till all the topics are done in school"

My motto ^ hehe. I'll start next week I guess. Time to buck up and not slack off. GRRRRRR HGHGHGHG!

Looking at pictures taken in KL at the moment. haha I remember that time when mum was driving us up to KL and this car was pulling over. We saw two whites and to our surprise(not) , Joey took pictures of them and one of the guys looked at her camera. HAAAHAHAHA That was a bit embarrassing.
Looking at pictures of food is such a torture. I'm going back soon. I'm going back soon. I'm going back soon. *repeats for 100000 times* hokkien mee, chicken rice, fish + chicken porridge with you chia kuih, tau huey OMGAH, nasi lemak, chicken wings, roti canai, sugarcane drink, bak kut teh.... and the list goes on.

Taken on the way to CS last year.

stay strong n fight through it.

Have a nice day ahead :)

Chrisdan Gan is the Loveliest and she is absolutely Delightful.

2011-05-01T17:42:00.001+10:00

yes.
SHE IS DELIGHTFUL.
with a capital D.

:D
to all those who do not believe this is me (Jamie Woo)
I ASSURE YOU that it is. it most definately without a doubt ME, Jamie Woo. :)
not to be pushy or anything..... *wink wink nudge nudge*
but because she's so lovely and delightful you guys should totes visit her tumblr,
rightttttttttt here ! <---

that will be all.

Curry In A Hurry.

2011-04-21T21:47:00.007+10:00

SOOOOOOOO, I went to the Lankan's New Year Festival a few days back. Charana told me about it when we were on the train to the city and told me to go cause it was mad fun last year. WELL why not? I MIGHT be the only Asian chick there.. And that was true. There were some Caucasian people too (Y)

I thought this picture was cool. LOOK IT'S A CAMEL!!! or a horse..

The boys who went against a team of uncles in a classic game of Tug-O-War. haaaaaahaha guess who won? Well I'll just reveal the answer. They got RAPED so bad. I doubt the uncles even tried their hardest. It was a good laugh though. Everyone laughed when the boys fell like dominoes. hehehe. I didn't manage to capture any pictures or record the whole scene down because my camera decided to die on me.

Games/events that were happening. Look at A1 Finding The Stranger.

When we reached that park, eveeeryone was looking at me. No joke. Someone said this "I overheard a conversation, an aunty was like 'Why is she even here? Clearly she's not Lankan.' " Thanks :(

We were all surprised that no one poked my shoulders and asked if I was the stranger. hahahaha.

This is one of the rituals in Sri Lanka. Ladies hitting the drum.

Yep that's right, POT-SMASHING.

I had this for $2.

Yessss uncle? :B

AHHHH This (KOHTU) is so good. I'm craving for some right now. OMNOMNOM

Don't worry I'm not preggos.

We were on the same team for the Egg-Tossing game. All girls had to stand in a line while the boys were standing opposite them, around 15 steps apart. So it's like this, you've got to throw an egg to your partner and if you're unlucky, the egg will crack and you're covered in egg! Well that was me. I CAUGHT THE BLOODY EGG BUT my hand didn't go through (some cricket tip that was taught to me 2 minutes before the game) hence, egg yolk splatted all over my leg. GRRR. I chased after Charana :] and started wiping it all over him. The guy with the microphone was talking about it in Sinhalese "Look at that guy running away from the girl. Looks like he's not going to live." Damn right.

Dulitha getting a bonah.

Charana and Gav joining in the fun!

This is the Egg-Tossing game. SPOT THE ODD ONE OUT.

Another game that they participated. Making a Mummy out of toilet rolls.

The way they think of games fascinates me.

TADAAA! The end product! :D

Boys and Mummy.

She was so neatly + tightly wrapped D:

The amount of mummies.

Someone has a boner :)) Wait, I'm pretty sure that mummy was a chick. AITS I take that back.

All in all, it was a really fun + tiring day. I think I kinda lost a bit of my voice, cheering and shouting hehe :D I might go next year and join the Hit-Your-Face-With-A-Hard-As-Pillow game. LOOKED SO FUN! I didn't have the balls to go up and hit someone in the face hahaha. I'll do that next year. If I DO go.

Ending this post with an optimistic picture :

6 more days to the end of Term 1 Holidays :( NOOOOOOOOOOO!

Comedy Festival #1

2011-04-16T18:55:00.002+10:00

When Joey told me that there's going to be a Comedy Festival in the city, I was so stoked :] Texted Charana (who has watched some of the events on TV and is pretty excited about it) and off we went to the city! We had to wait for 45 minutes for the train to arrive -.- cause um I was late.. hehehe

The activities were pretty good to be honest. Some of them were pretty shit and mediocre.. Some jokes were those lame-but-you've-got-to-smile-for-giving-them-props. OOO Charana shouted me a Slurpee :D How stupid can we get, it was freezing at night (10-13degrees) and we had a Slurpee each ._. My left hand was a popsicle, judging by how white & ice-cold it was.

Beast sculling down his raspberry flavoured slurpee!

This guy is pretty funny, controlling his puppet hehe. I reckon puppets are really creepy. All the horror/ghost movies with puppets or dolls or anything that has a smile plastered to its face freaks me out. *shudders*

They did this in front of kids. HAHAHAHA

They're all guys btw. including that hot chick in that pink and striking blue boots.

I'm looking forward to next week :D 1 more week of holidays to go. So much work left undone. TIME TO GET CRACKINNN'

To-Do List

2011-04-10T00:45:00.004+10:00

So today marks the first day of Term 1 holidays :D YIPPEE!
BUT sticks to us International kids cause we've still got to attend school for Holiday Program.

Things to do for 2 weeks

learn to dance just about anything so that I'm not as stiff grr - yes I can't dance, but I would like to think that I can :D
get rid of tummy fats by going to Fitness First during the 2nd week of holidays OR do jumproping everyday for 30 minutes
did I say 30 minutes? I meant 10 minutes.........
finish up my homework & get up-to-date with school :

Physics - assignment about Nuclear Fission .. SERIOUSLY WHAT'S THERE TO TALK ABOUT? and we've got to think of an 'activity' for the whole class to do.. say what?
Methods - just about every topic -.-
Accounting - finish up those end of topic questions
Chemistry - chapter 8 "Organic something." shows that I've been paying attention in class ey?

hang out with people
WATCH SOME MOVIES!
BEATSSS! OMGOSH
borrow books off the library and start reading to expand my general knowledge *General Knowledge* & my vocab
shopping - it's about time to spend some money on clothes, Jamie.
and sleep :) we've been separated for quite a while now.

Faye, (me) Priyanka, Kelly & Harsha had brekkie at Mocha Joe's before going to school on Friday (LAST DAY OF TERM BABEHHH!)

Aits, see ya people sooon! :)

2011-04-03T17:38:00.002+10:00

Soo.. My ankle

is.like.this..

I'm currently re-watching season 2 of How I Met Your Mother. It's so gooood ohmy. I can't believe how far this series has come, and also I can't believe I've been keeping up with watching it haha. I thought I'd stopped after 4 seasons at most, but who knew?

Alright, so it was Multicultural Day a few weeks ago. I remember mum reminding me to bring that Baju Kebaya of mine to Melbourne, but um yeaaah I forgot.. :( I WILL WEAR MALAYSIAN STUFF NEXT YEAR THOUGH! I WILL! So I wore casual AGAIN ==

MAYCHING A LING! She wore the Malaysian flag as a cape (H)

Dennis, Chrisdan, Cheryl

Vasana! What am I going to do without you in GMA? ...

In Methods, cause we're rebels like that

hahahahahaha

WHEEEE ! We're both Malaysians! (Kexin - left and I) andd Vasana :)

Chrisdan :)

Look at the Lankan group! The guys wore Sarongs, while most of the girls came in Sarees. Dedication (Y)

HAHAHAHA AT SCOTT - RANDOM WHITE GUY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CURRY GROUP

Snatched them pictures off FB. Credits to those who took them! :)

2011-04-01T18:32:00.001+11:00

I hate the idea of people leaving. Not the usual "Alright I gotta go now, BYEE! :) Talk to you later!" but more like the I-don't-know-if-we'll-be-able-to-meet-again type. Because you never know how things will turn out. Because you don't know when's the next time you're going to see each other. Because the future is really vague without them important people in your life.
Maybe certain bonds will still last, even if they're not there anymore. Maybe things will remain the same, even if they're gone. But everyone knows that, that's not true. Life's clearly not a fairytale anymore. Not everyone's going to be there for everyone just because you "need" them.

Athletics!

2011-03-25T20:28:00.006+11:00

Aths was pretty fun this year, surprisingly. I'm glad that I managed to win at least 1111111111111111111 soz, only 1 ribbon but I ACTUALLY WON SOMETHING! Well we came in 2nd, but it's better than no ribbons at all.

ALLY :) looking cute as usual.

That's a smiley face : ) , MEL!

I'm still very disturbed. That's Faye's yellow tanktop btw.. :X

hahahahaa nick (Y) ... HAPPY NOW?

hahaha isnt this familiar? ;)

Chrisdan :) and a lil bit of Calvin..

MAH HOMEYS :

ahahahahaha

rachel with her sausage bread!

Attractive.

I participated in 1.5km run and 100m relay. I was coming in 3rd for 1.5km but this chick came from NOWHERE and zoom-ed past me.. :( grrr. There's a chick called Isabella, and she frikkin sprinted the whole way. HOW AWESOME IS THAT? She kinda motivated me to wanna run again.. without stopping that is. hehe.

Some pictures are taken from Chrisdan.
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School's been a drag this week. Owells, it happens. I had my Acc and ESL Sac last week. I'm pretty satisfied with my Acc marks, but ESL killed me. Isn't it frustrating to know that you're not going to be better than someone although the amount of effort that you've put in is heaps more? I'm going to improve on ESL anyhow. My teacher has faith in me though cause I'm up-to-date with work, my essays have been good, all in all, I've been an awesome student so far (H) * self-flattery * I'll buck up!

It sucks when you've got a crush on someone, and that someone likes[?] a good friend of yours. It sucks even more when that person asks you questions about your friend ; if she's OK, what has happened, just about her. It wouldn't bother you that much at first, but that feeling lingers on. And sooner than you think, you get that sick feeling in your stomach. But all you can do is just smile and oblige.

Keep On Goin' Till It All Stops Flowin'

Aakriti's & Vani's 16th

2011-03-20T01:23:00.002+11:00

So I got invited by Aakriti for her 16th, which was a joint birthday party with Vani. I thought it'd pretty awkward if I were to go because eventhough Aakriti and I are pretty close, I didn't know who Vani was till the day before .__. Plus, I didn't know who else was going to the party other than Sushie and Melissa (knew on the day itself!) and Vasana. But I had fun dancing in my thongs though J

I went to Melissa's house to get ready before the party. I reckon Melissa’s house looks like one of those houses in "Stepford Wives". DON’T YOU THINK SO? The whole neighbourhood looks so peaceful ..and too good to be true!

After getting ready, OFF WE WENT TO AAKRITI'S! FAAAAAAR OUT HER HOUSE IS SO BIG AND GRAND! I knew her house was big because she drew out her 'plan' for the party but I seriously had no clue that it was this big K

I know those pictures that I took might not have done justice to her house, but if you were to convert the price of her house to RM, um the difference is pretty damn huge.

This was when Phuong & Vasana were giving a speech. They've known Aakriti and Vani for more than 7 years..

andddd Vasana made Aakriti cry .. :'( HAHAHA tears of joy though! :)

I LOVE EM!

Picture was taken by Melissa :) THANK YOU!
I know I look weird but who cares. Imma embrace it.

SUSHIE MEL JAMIE!

we look sweaty. or maybe it's just me.

BIRTHDAY CAKE! :) what a poser seriously hahaha.

Birthday girls plus Laura :)

AAKRITI AND I YO! CHEM MATES!

HAHAHAHAHA LONER BINS! * inside joke *

Joey and I are going out at 3am later to Maccas, and we'll be enjoying the light from the Moon :) Can't wait! :D I haven't seen the moon the whole night!

Alright people, I'm off now. BYEE!

2011-03-14T05:32:00.001+11:00

Skyping with these retards at the moment. Allnighter it with them hahaha :D the call's been going on for about 3 hours? :O PRETTAY AWESOME I MUST SAY! I'm gonna go to Dennis' later and we're gonna have a horror movie marathon. 'Later' is in 45 minutes' time D: I think I've made too much noise. I'm pretty sure aunty knows that I'm still awake (5 30am)

OOO I hear a car driving out of the driveway! I think it's the neighbour's.. hmmm :/ This is pretty fascinating, things are already going on at 5 30am in the morning! It's a Monday btw! and we have the day off because it's LABOUR DAY! YAAAYY! :)

Aits catch you guys later!

2011-03-12T15:12:00.001+11:00

So it's the end of another week. Boy, has this week been hectic. Thursday was the bomb, with 3 tests and an Accounting practice sac. I did alright I guess, but I know I could have done better. It's always like that, isn't it? After a paper, you'll be thinking "Damn it! If only I had 10 more minutes!" or "UGHH could have done so much better without those stupid careless mistakes"

Well it's alright, cuz it's just the start of the year. I'm gonna nerd on Accounting tomorrow. or maybe later.. I've got a real sac *hyperventilates* on Thursday. I should be prepared :|

Faye Ong [\\V]

I'm gonna go to Aakriti's party later. I should revise so that I wouldn't feel as guilty. Alright LATERS! :)
& I'll blog about her party later!

Have an awesome weekend!

Take care Japan!! My heart goes out to those people in Japan! I was so shocked when I saw the waves slamming into northeastern Japan. People are dying for nothing. Lives are taken because of the earthquake. Is the world coming to an end in 2012? :|

God bless them Japanese!

Jayesslee

2011-03-06T02:21:00.003+11:00

Sonia Lee and Janice Lee.

They're the bomb! They came over to GWSC on Thursday during lunchtime. I was in one of the portables, so I could see what was going on outside. When Bryan saw them coming, he was like "ohmygosh Jamie they're here! They're really here!" :DD I leaped out of my chair, looking for them, waving at them but they didnt see me :( Jokes i didn't do that. But yeah they were pretty damn gwuuudd! I'm really happy and contented now :)

First it was AJ, and now it's Jayesslee :D

:D Reuben!

See how close I was?! :D I was sitting at the second row. We bolted out of Methods class and tadaa! :D I waved at Janice and she grinned at me WHEEE! Should have recorded it down :( But it's OK cause it's etched in my mind.

I've got the same leather jacket as Sonia D: I was gonna tell her about the jacket yesterday but I forgot !@$%!@$%!(#@ COULD HAVE TALKED TO HER MAN.

JANICE. Grr Reubies' giant head.

The Asians.
Nick Chen (the one in the middle) & Dennis (right) both made t-shirts with Jayesslee's pictures. What loyal fans! They made 4 shirts in a day within like 4 hours? How dedicated. OH! NickChen flashed his shirt when J & S were singing. Farr out Janice talked to him! D: I had the whole thing recorded HEHE! She was like "HAHAHAHA So what's your name? Nick, what's your favourite song?" .. "Officially Missing You!" - and they sang. Did I mention how nice they are too?

Last night at Epic Youth :D They sang mostly Christian songs - Hosanna! (Y) My favourite! And also Baby [It was a very good cover] , Just The Way You Are I think. I can't remember haha. They're both so pretty and talented! The camera focused more on Janice though.. :/ Probably because Janice wasn't playing the guitar. hahaha. They shared a story or two about their lives. About their mom who passed away from cancer :'( It was very heart-warming. The whole experience was.

I love the tingling sensation whenever they sing! It shows how genuine they are :D y so cheesy 4 jamie -.-

JANICE LEE SIGNING NICK'S SHIRT!

Faye, NickChai, Bianca and I were the first few people to get our things signed hehe. We can't take pictures with them though. Some rebels *coughadam&josiecough* had pictures taken :( Janice talked to me for a bit. She was like "I hope you've had fun today! Aww you guys are awesome! God bless you! :)" 8DDDD

SONIA LEE! SO PRETTY YES?
She smiled for my camera! "Can you please smileee? :D" "Yeah sure! :B" HEHE! She's the younger twin! Apparently they've got their sibling rivalry going on. Sonia has got more fans than Janice. To guys and most people, Janice is pretty/cute and Sonia's hot. I don't know about 'em, but I reckon Sonia's the better singer. Her voice is stronger than Janice's but Janice is a very good harmoniser!
Janice : Yeah we definitely have that going on! We're just like any other siblings. You can see that most fans prefer Sonia *crowd started cheering* ( I kinda forgot what she said -.- But it was something like that hahaha ) I feel bad for her :(

Jamie is a happy kid! :D

Look! Janice wrote "Jamie <3" EEEEEPPP!!! :DDD HAHAHAHA
$30 was so worth it

Give me another reason to give up on you.

2011-02-24T21:40:00.002+11:00

I had 4 tests so far. Physics, Chemistry, GMA (General Math Advanced) and Methods. There's always the smart ones in the class, increasing the class average. And the class average is pretty high too, for almost all subjects. So I must buck up.. yes? That's like my number 1 goal right now. To always go forward, but not sit back and relax. Eventhough I'm doing that now hehe

DO NOT PROCRASTINATE. IT BITES YOU IN THE ASS. Not figuratively but..

I'm learning "Palm-Muting" on the guitar currently. I don't think I'm doing it right. It's always going "thud thud thud" instead of a TUNE ._. Gaaaaaaaaaah. How can some people be good at BOTH playing the guitar AND singing? The world is so unfairrrrrrrrrr ~ Alright get a grip.

In general, I reckon people deserve a second chance, no matter who you are, what you did, whatever reasons you have for all that you've done. If people do believe in that, why is it so difficult to listen to the other side of the story then?

You can't relive what you had in the past cause it is the past. It stays there, in one piece, no matter how hard some people try to get it back. It's like digging through a haystack. What's the point of going through all that shit when no one genuinely cares? They're just waiting for the right moment to ditch you when you've finally cracked.

So live now and eff the world?

2011-02-17T22:28:00.001+11:00

Guess who's the smartie pants who woke up at 6 30am today and got to school at 7 15am because she thought that her assignment was due today? :)

Gonna blog a bit about what happened for the past 2 weeks.. :)

Kuma's birthday cake! :) Vicky printed and cut out those letters from Microsoft. That's some hardwork I must say! She made those cupcakes too!

And Kuma gave me one with the letter 'B' .____.

Back when I was in Malaysia for CNY, to be precise Muar (JOHOR) for CNY* I developed this stupid rashes at my tummy. Grr. I was flinching and moving all day long for about 2 days. I first thought it was mosquito bites all over my tummy, so Mum gave me this oil thingo to rub my tummy. But it got worse the next day and there I was, crying on the bed with Mum tapping/hitting my tummy & back cause she didnt want me to scratch it. When I scratched my tummy, I wouldn't stop. It was that bad! D: I missed out on the fireworks and family gambling/bonding session. far out so pissed off. The itch gradually went away after like a week. Imagine me flinching like a lunatic since I can't scratch mah belly .__. (Y)

With Grandpa & Grandma <3 Happy 80th ah kong! :D

Sang with this guy. TROLOLOL. I'm so glad I didnt stuff up. We thought it was pretty awkward standing beside each other on the stage & it became worse or better when an uncle gave me a rose ._. But oh wells I HAD FUN! :)

ZE FAMILI

That's the bald uncle(the one who's kissing my grandma) who gave me the rose. LOOK AT MY GRANDPA [FINGERS IN HIS NOSE!] & MY GRANDMA [FINGER IN HER EAR!] they're so cute omgosh <3<3<3 I love my family :)

Picture taken by Mayching's pro camera. We had CNY dinner and we've got $5 each ._. what cheap whites :P Imma donate that 5 bucks to the fundraising committee tomorrow! 8D

That's about it you guys! AM I LOSING READERS CAUSE I HAVENT BEEN UPDATING? :| NOOO!

I'll still blog, but not often cause I'm kinda keeping myself occupied & busy with my school work. Don't wanna leave everything in the very last minute. I've got to be organised.

TROLOLOL.

2011

2011-02-10T20:03:00.000+11:00

I'm back in Melbourne! :) And I've moved houses so Hello Bigger Room! :D

Aunty Fiona is really nice. She always makes noodles for breakfast. My tummy hasn't been making a big fuss in classes eversince I have them noodles WHEE 8D I wouldn't have to have lunch, only a piece of fruit for lunch instead.

There are 5 of us in this house : 2 of aunty's kids, another girl who's living here, aunty and I. They're a cool bunch of people. And the most important thing is that the internet is not cut off at 11pm :D Free internet access babehh (Y)

It's a leap from Year 10 to 11. We're given so much work to do already and I still have some unfinished Holiday Homework that we were given last year.. :S I'm completing them though soo.. :) My classes are OK too. I've made some new friends and I'll be pimping my way through Physics lessons since I'm the only girl -.- who's not from China -.- grrr.

The group's not really there anymore. Sushie, Minal, Faye, May & Jamie. S&M are not in GWSC anymore and it's only the 3 musketeers. The lunch group is um weird? Girls & Boys hardly mingle around :/ hmm. What can I say..? Everyone moves on subconsciously I guess.

Anyways, I shall start on my homework - Chem, Methods, GMA. Oh Joy..
Can't wait for The Vampire Diaries, Gossip Girl and Pretty Little Liars from Aaron tomorrow! :B Yeap that's right, a guy watches these 3 shows... D: hahaha it's alright he can be my download source!

Another day of school and we'll be done with week 2 !

Stay safe !

Boston

2011-01-24T05:56:00.000+11:00

Well I went for a bleaching session few days ago. The process was pretty hardcore, it hurt so bad. It felt as though there were a thousand needles poking my teeth, if that's even possible. They changed the Whitening machine to another one, bought by this guy from Extreme Makeover USA.

He's obviously the one on the right hehehe. A nurse gave me some painkillers before the 'operation'. I don't think they helped to reduce some of the pain though :( The dentist applied some acid [i think] on my teeth, and there was this tube connecting the machine to my mouth. Sounds and looks wrong ._. but yeah that was what happened. The machine emitted a very hot thingo and I could see smoke coming out of my mouth whenever I exhaled D: It was nothing at first, I couldn't feel anything, I couldn't see anything cause my eyes were partially closed + I couldn't see anything that was going on in my mouth -.- After like 15 minutes, I felt sharp pains. I was paranoid so I wrote on a paper asking the dentist if it's normal. She said that it was just a tingling sensation. pssht yeaaaa tingling sensation my assss :P

Finally after 45 minutes or so, IT'S FINALLY DONEEE! My teeth looks whiteR than before :D hehehe. I couldn't believe it to be honest. Like won't it be like before..? Yellow-ish? :S oh gosh.. :/

NO PAIN NO GAIN !

well i havent gotten a picture of me yet.. :/ hehe. But i will soon! HEAPS of pictures probs cause i'll be going to THAILANDD! Now I'm excited :D hehe. Hopefully it won't be as bad as it sounds though.. :/ The place where we're going sound pretty dodgy to me. hmmm.. :/ oh wells it's all good cause imma make the best out of it! :D

Have fun in school ! :) while i'm having fun during the weekdays :D

Feet puts me off.

2011-01-22T04:22:00.000+11:00

It's been a week since the last post D: It's been too long, too long indeed!

Well, only a week in JB to go! Minus the Thailand trip on next Monday till Friday and Muar for CNY + Granddad's 80th celebration. and that means singing old chink songs in front of 200 people. Not intimidating at all.. :/

Well I've practised only once, and I wrote all the pinyins down. It took me a while to figure them out because I had to learn them off YouTube. I spent about 60 minutes on them.

But I've still got to ask mum for help though. Pretty sure I won't be able to enunciate the words.. D: I dont wanna look like a fool on the stage! not especially beside Jia Xuan who is a pro in Chinese :|

Picture taken from Jace Soh's cameraa :) y u so skinny for? D:

anyways.. She came over to mine before we headed out to CS. That place drains my the life out of me. Literally. We did pretty much nothing. I think. But we took pictures though :)

"Born to Win" HECK YEAH! (Y) and Sara had to ruin this picture by pointing at the other book "Intimacy- The Essence of True Love" Thankssssss Sara <3 :)

Imma head out now. I'm really drowsy cuz I've taken way too many pills today. Why did I fall sick when it's only a week or two before CNY? :( WHYYYY! Hopefully I'll get better soon for the CNY goodies :D And then it'll be back to school.. :): Havent completed anything yet, Good Job Jamie ! hehee.

Have an awesome weekend !

Indian.

2011-01-15T04:12:00.001+11:00

Mum brought the blobs :D and I for some Indian food a few days ago in ASHOKA. It's behind Thistle if I'm not mistaken. Keith LOVESS curry. Whenever mum cooks curry, he'll take a spoonful of curry, or even two and "drench" his plate of rice with curry ._____. It's as though he's eating curry rice. Well, that's why he's got a nicky : "Raj Keith" (Y) hahaha. On the other hand, Jamie sucks at taking spicy stuff. I like them curry with ROTI CANAI (Y)(Y). Too much of spice makes me cry == i'm weak ...

KEANE! (: you so cute i wanna bite you!

See what I mean about Keith having 'curry rice' instead? hahaha

Teh Tarik (Y) I LOVE THISSS!

Puree[?] Don't they look cute? They look like massive brown bubbles! They're filled with air and like when you squish them, they sink in. COOL EY? [I sound retarded ... ]

Anndddd, the good ol' ROTI CANAI! WHEEEEEEEEE! LOVE LOVE LOVE! I prefer this than Roti Canai with egg. MMMMM :)) *lick lips*

And after those awesome curry food, I'm gonna go Indian for a week (H)

:O

2011-01-12T02:16:00.001+11:00

SO. This happened this morning..

Straight hair yes? I look really mature and weird with wavy/curly hair.

"I reckon you like the sex hair instead"
"MORE LIKE EPIC FAIL SEX HAIR!"

Thanks Diyana binti Ibrahim .________.
<3 you!

:B

2011-01-11T02:43:00.000+11:00

Mum did this for me :)) hehehe. I reckon I'll look pretty weird with curly/wavy hair but we'll see :D It doesn't harm experimenting does it? ......

Collecting the Jar of Hearts

2011-01-05T06:34:00.001+11:00

Typing away at 2 32am with Joey dozing away beside me. We've been sleeping on the same bed (no hanky-pankys, promise!) for the last 10 years. We've been complaining about the curtain in our room. It's been the same design for a decade and it requires a lot of effort to draw up the curtain because it's been broken. Mummy finally changed it to a blue based curtain with gold patterns on it :D YAY FOR BLUE!

omgosh Baskin Robbins! :))

I woke up at 3 18pm! D: hahaha I'm kinda proud of that (H) I was exhausted from walking for 11 hours in Singapore! Finally met up with food buddy, Faye :) [\\V/] It's been a month since I last saw her :') Talked heaps, walked EVEN MORE and ended up with 2 sunnies from Bugis. I feel bad for spending the rents' money :D I should learn to control and ignore the temptation that I always get when I see things that I like. a lot. She said that she's coming up to Johor! omgosh i cant wait :DD

I had to bend down to be of the same height as Faye. haha well nearly the same height :P And my big head covered Stitch.... :( I STILL HAVE THE STITCH HAT WITH ME! ILUBYEW STITCH!

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I was blog-hopping before, and I chanced upon a friend's. There was a post about her pursuing her dreams and how she finally broke out of the "bond that she had with insecurities". What she wrote was really heartwarming because who knew she'd go through what I thought she wouldn't? Like out of everyone, she had those thoughts about herself and bla. Well, she finally had the guts to go for an audition for Seventeen magazine. Far out she's so lucky because she got chosen! :) I'm really happy for her because chances like that are so, so rare. She's really lucky and obviously she has what the magazine is looking for. I guess the reason of why I wrote all that ^ is cause her story is pretty inspiring. It makes me wonder what the hell am I doing with my life and what I WANT to do with life. I'm hoping for changes, and are they too difficult to achieve and impossible to get?

I'm not exaggerating about this.

I thought people would actually mature as they grow older, but dude seriously, you're just embarrassing yourself by degrading and thus losing what you already have. It's just plain revolting to see how low and indecent you can be. just plain gross. Isn't what you "achieve" enough and satisfying? All I see is a person doing all his/her might, robbing something that someone wants to have and succeeding by manipulating [?] others to do your dirty work. gaah i digress.

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Should I start on my homework or finish up my part for Lucky?
Which should I do?? since I've got nothing to do tomorrow.... grrrrrr life decision here! :B

Laters!

Home #4.

2011-01-02T05:59:00.002+11:00

We got back from KL today after 4 days and 3 nights in the Gardens Hotel. It was awesome shopping with mum and dad OBVIOUSLY! :P I'm very satisfied with those stuff that I bought :) THANK YOU DADDY AND MUMMY! :DDD far out i don't wanna be spoilt.. :|

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The 2nd shortest member of the family! :D hehe (A) i'm the 3rd shortest D: WHAT IS THIS!! D: I love you mummmyyy! You're the best cook everrr, and you're cooking Nasi Lemak tomorrow! FOODGASM! <3

That's me driving Joey around! hahah jokesss. We went go-karting in Stadium Abdul Aziz something something.. :/ Joey didn't wanna drive it so I had to drive the go-kart instead. Blobs were in another one. It was prettay awesome! Well I liked it! :P It definitely brought out my inner bad ass. hahaha. It was more like "SO LONG LOSERS! :DD *screams and shouts* roarrr! I drifted quite a number of times 8D IT WAS SOOOO FUN!! The day after, we went for another round of go-karting. We had a car each instead. So it was only the bros and I. It was blooody awesome! We were given 10 minutes and it takes approximately 1 minute for amateurs (A) to drive 1 round of the circuit. Keane was really scared and he drove freakishly slow -.- he had only 4 rounds, while Keith and I had 10 rounds + each :D I'M PROUD!

Joey and mum could see Keane sticking out his tiny hand, waving to signal us to drive forward cause we wanted to overtake him. SO CUTEEE! :)

I MISS THIS! I MISS OUTINGS IN SHORT! I need to meet up with them asap!

With Ahkong <3 I love youuu! You're gonna be 80 soon! :D I can't wait for your 80th birthday celebration! Everyone's gonna be there, including my cousins from SARAWAK YAYYERS! haha I'm gonna perform for him too! With 200 people around D: Jia Xuan [ cousin from Sarawak :) ] and I are gonna sing 2 songs in Chinese. GG I better practice soon! D: Pretty excited though! :))

Alright a really short update cause I'm really tired from all the travelling. My bum's probably rotten by now. teeheee (A)

NASI LEMAK AND EARLY DINNER WITH AUNTY PAULINE TOMORROW! :D

Okeari.

2010-12-27T04:09:00.002+11:00

GRRR bloody hell! I always lose to some random people in Tetris Battle at night. I reckon all those pros only play Tetris at night. hahaha NTS : never ever play Tetris at night. BUT IT'S SO ADDICTIVE! D:

Family Picture #1 :) I'M ALMOST THE SAME HEIGHT AS DAD! Will I still grow? :X What if Keane (the youngest one) catches up and I'd be the shortest among us 4? D:

I'm wearing Keane's shirt in this picture btw. hehe.

Hokkien Mee (Y) This is a MUST every single time I'm in Malaysia.

I LOVEEE THIS! I'm really curious of the way it's made. They look like beehives for some reason. I think it's called beehives in Mandarin then again -.- SAH GOOD! Mum bought this from Muar mmm (Y)

Jessie IM-ed me yesterday night (Christmas Day) and she asked me if I'm free today (Sunday). But I was busy watching TVD (A) so I didn't reply her HEHE. I was out for lunch today and she asked me to go to Tebrau City ALL GOOOD MAN! 8D Talked shit loads with this woman. It was really nice catching up with you! :)

The family will be going to Muar > KL > Penang this coming week! :DD I CANT WAITTT! Dad better have sufficient amount of M's. hahaha jokes! :P I seriously can't wait eventhough it's CCM! :)

Okeari.

2010-12-27T04:09:00.000+11:00

Family Picture #1 :) I'M ALMOST THE SAME HEIGHT AS DAD! Will I still grow? :X What if Keane (the youngest one) catches up and I'd be the shortest among us 4? D:

I'm wearing Keane's shirt in this picture btw. hehe.

Hokkien Mee (Y) This is a MUST every single time I'm in Malaysia.

I LOVEEE THIS! I'm really curious of the way it's made. They look like beehives for some reason. I think it's called beehives in Mandarin then again -.- SAH GOOD! Mum bought this from Muar mmm (Y)

The family will be going to Muar > KL > Penang this coming week! :DD I CANT WAITTT! Dad better have sufficient amount of M's. hahaha jokes! :P I seriously can't wait eventhough it's CCM! :)

Home #2

2010-12-22T05:44:00.003+11:00

I love this picture of him! Look at those droopy cheeks. *SLUURP :B

He was eating KFC when this picture was taken. I'm still sick of eating fast food D: It was always either MCD, KFC or Hungry Jacks in Melb.

OMGOSH I saw Emyliana in Starbucks!This bubbly chick that I first met in Mrs Chee's tuition. It was nice talking to you eventhough it lasted for like only 30 seconds or so =='' WE'LL DEFO CATCH UPP! :)

Picture taken in a curry wedding dinner as you can tell. hahaha. Mum was like "It's an Indian wedding. So wear a saree ah.. You dont wear sarees often or at all" ... It's really hard to move in sarees D: and it takes so much effort just to 'tie' a saree. You've got to wrap a cloth around yourself. PRETTAY COOL THOUGH! And Joey helped me with my make-up. bahaha! Thanks JO! :B

Joey and I got a fair bit of attention when we walked in because you hardly see Chinese wearing sarees... I think.. :/ An auntie came up to me and went "Did you do this yourself?" hahaha. Guys even hit on Joey ;) REOWRR.

ZOEEEEEEE SHUTTERBUG! :) She's so randomly random and cute! I LOVE TALKING TO HERRR! She makes me laugh with her super lame jokes :P I thought I was lame but look who's lamer ;)

What would I do without you woman? jokes You're only my blog helper :P

GAN DAN BAN IS A SUPER GROSS 'DAN' [EGG]
My fringe was this long before I cut it :( Now my fringe looks like a
patch of grass == GRR.

OMNOMNOM! Mum bought this from a bakery from KL. SAH GOOOD. But I didn't finish it though. too um guilty.

YIPPEE!

Talk to me on FORMSPRING? :)

Home.

2010-12-20T07:19:00.002+11:00

-The Vampire Diaries is on pause mode because I'm blogging-

I'm currently hooked onto that show! D: I know I’m really slow as I’m only up to Season 1 Episode 9. Joey has been telling me to watch it but yeah I couldn't be bothered to and I kinda lost track of the episode that I last watched. But that was months ago. I always finish my day off by replying a Facebook message and watching an episode of TVD.

*I was side-tracked because I couldn't stand the sight of my blog layout. It's too um, ugly.

Massive THANKS to Ms Diyana for helping me with my background! :)

It's taking ages to upload even 1 picture! grr boo Blogger! :(

Anyways, this is just a short update. I promise to write again tomorrow!

AND I'm enjoying my stay in Malaysia and "CCM" [Cuti-cuti Malaysia] : according to Dad. hahaha.

2010-12-14T06:17:00.003+11:00

One of those times when I'm actually OK with the plans that you've made for me in the future.

.___. wow is all i can say.

Anyways, it's the holidays peepos! :D I've been to Muar and KL so far. I bought so much stuff from KL. I'm REALLY satisfied with what I have(A) THANKS MUMMM! AND DADDD! 8D

We stayed at my mum's friend's place in KL for about 2 days. Her house is freaking massive. I didn't take pictures of it cause i'll look more of a noob == Aunty is a really awesome cook thus awesome food for dinner + lunch. I'm gonna go for a jog with blob 1(Keith) :) He finally gave in after much persuading! haha. na not really. I was just like "dude come jogging with me tomorrow. we had too much in KL and Muar. *serious face*" ;))

Guess what? I got chased by 2 dogs last week when I was jogging around the neighbourhood. The bigger dog was barking at me and it started chasing after me after I screamed .___. Yes I screamed even louder == The smaller one was really cute though. haha it was like tagging along when I was walking. i really really dislike stray dogs. Seriously dude, I was just jogging.. I come in peace.. Why did you both have to be there... grrr.

(i'm born in the year of a dog and i'm scared of some dogs =='' what is this?)

It's been really nice catching up with some of ze friends and FAMILY! Man the food has been greaaaat. I've been eating all those local food. AH KUIHHH GLORIOUS KUIH! (Y) and mum's laksa..... D: her chicken rice... D: NASI BERIYANI! omgosh.

I think I'm having some roti canai tomorrow for brekkie 8D ahhhh.. :D

Mum's awesome LAKSA

With Sara and Viv in Ponderosa :)

omnomnom ang ku kueh. i dont mind them but i'm not a fan of it

Us 3 with our grandparents <3

I'm looking forward to seeing Taz, Tweet 1 n 2! :DD

Headstart Program

2010-12-01T15:47:00.005+11:00

Us Year 10 kids, class of 2010 have to go to school for this whole week for the Headstart Program. Apparently headstart programs were started by the private schools, but GWSC followed because apparently our syllabus are too long and time-consuming. It'll be hard for us to do any revision work for our exams since we're still gonna be learning stuff (what i heard).

I had my school interview last Tuesday. It went alright I suppose. I was in the room for about 5 minutes? Unlike the rest who got ~~grilled~~ for 30 minutes or so. hehehe. I'm doing Physics, Chem, Acc 3 & 4, Methods, GMA and ESL. THE ASIAN FIVE. I've got to pick up my game because there are so many nerds in my classes. I.am.not.joking.or.exaggerating .___.

We've got heaps of homework and it's only been the 3rd day of school D: I'm trying to finish them off before going back to MSIA but it's clearly not working. Not because I'm slacking! (oops)

GMA is killing me softly at the moment, Physics and Chem are kinda interesting, Methods is OK, ESL is .___. I swear I've got no one in my class. Everyone is either speaking Mandarin or Cantonese -.- SLOW DOWN PLEASEEE. I don't like it when they speak Canto because my vocab isn't that great == and they speak uber fast as though they're rushing off to do something important. I really wanna switch classes but I know I can't. GRRR. But it's alright because I've got Arash next year :) HEHE! I won't be that much of a loner then.

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Phoebe's 16th

City with Mel :)

I can't wait to go back to MSIA! :):)):) SO EGGCITED WHEEEEE! 3 more days and I'll be back home sooner than I think! I'm planning a few things in my head already! <3>

My flight will be at 4 25pm and I'll be reaching Singapore at 9 30pm (SG time)

hahaha when mum told me that I'll reach at 9 30pm, I was like :| it only takes 5 hours to get there? .... maaan embarrassing or what? I kinda forgot that Australia is 3 hours ahead ==''

see you jb peepos soon! :D

2010-11-29T00:49:00.002+11:00

It's been a year. WOW. I never knew it would make that much of an impact on me the day before, on the day itself, and I doubt you'll remember what tomorrow is, but yeah it's been a year.

I've got a friend talking to me right now about his relationship. About how it's not as stable as before. I'm so sorry for putting you through what I did. I know it was inhumane and the reason that I gave you was unacceptable. I know it was cause it just doesn't make sense. There's a reason to what I've done. You might not know but it's a promise to never tell.

I sincerely apologise once again.

2010-11-28T03:46:00.002+11:00

hahahaha awww look at that baby! :D I feel like biting his cheeks.. *pedo mood* Apparently his name is Jamie Woo as well. What a coincidence! Dont worry, I wasn't that bored to search up 'Jamie Woo' on Facebook.

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http://www.themedguru.com/20091206/newsfeature/stare-boobs-longer-life-study-86131320.html

Read that article if you're bored or free :) hahaha.

" A rather bizarre study carried out by German researchers suggests that staring at women's breasts is good for men's health and increases their life expectancy. ''

"Just 10 minutes of staring at the charms of a well-endowed female, is roughly equivalent to a 30-minute aerobics work-out."

So boys, stare at boobs! :D AHAHAH! It shows that staring at boobs releases endorphins into the body which helps reduce stress. How wicked is that?! How I wish I was a boy.. :( hahaha not really! :P

And there MIGHT be a female version of the research, might be dicks or abs. But I reckon it's abs cause dicks are just disgusting.. to me anyways..

anywho!

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I was reading my blog for an hour. My way of blogging has changed. hehe. I was watching the video of me doing the flying trapeez. Far out I was a screamer ._. And the fact that my voice was so damn sharp and high-pitched made it even more worse.. :S (~~my voice is still sharp and high-pitched. I sound like a chipmunk most of the time)~~ I don't like watching videos with me in them because it's pretty annoying listening or looking at yourself in videos. But I watched it just to laugh. And it worked! hehehe.

Alright I'm gonna sleep. It's 4 15am right now D:

P.S.: 8 MORE DAYS TO MALAYSIA! YAYYY!!! (Y)

WHEEEEHOOOOOO

2010-11-24T22:16:00.004+11:00

I keep telling myself to not let things get to me. Not THAT easily. At least put up a fight or a front cover to prevent stuff like that from ~~hurting~~ me.

Despite how 'polite' they sound, despite how 'sincere' they sound, there's always a voice inside my head screaming for help. a sign of danger. Why? Because what they said about me is true. The truth doubts the decisions I've made this year. It makes me wonder about everything that I've done. Is it really not enough? I thought I'd put in an amount of effort. Well everything about me is insignificant then.

I hate the media for instilling these thoughts in us. fats. I hate it when I'm sitting down, all my tummy fat bulges out. I hate it when I'm wearing jeans, it's as though my thighs are gonna burst out of them. I hate it when I'm already feeling guilty over the amount of food that I've already ate, and I'm still eating. I know I should be exercising, or start doing something about it. I AM. I actually AM. I run in case you all dont know.

Why am I so effin muscular? Why are my calves so huge.. Why are my shoulders so wide.. Why am I so disproportionate?

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distraction.

formspring me? i'm bored.

10G3

2010-11-13T17:41:00.014+11:00

I feel like typing. So blogger here I am!

It was our last day of school yesterday and the weather was pretty hot. When I say hot, I mean hot. And it doesn't help when the wind is DRY. It's not humid unlike Malaysia. Well there were winds though, but then NOT ENOUGH! and the sight of summer dresses flying upwards because of the wind throughout summer is just weird... no shorts, just knickers. Well it would be good if I were a boy but then .... hahaha

A lot of people brought their cameras to school. Mainly because it was their last day of school in Glenny. People like Sushie and Minal :(

I WILL MISS YOU BOTH!

Susmitha Ghatty was the second friend that I had/ in Glenny.. She's the spontaneous type and the fact that she lives 10 minutes away from me helps heaps. hahaha. We had a photoshoot before and it kinda failed. Looking forward to the other one! :D We rant and whine at almost the same thing most of the time. Thanks for being there for me Sushie! :) I really appreciate all of those times :') OH and I don't feel that tiny beside you anymore, S! hahahaha. I've grown vertically man ;D

Minal Shah is my daughter. Yeah she's Curry and I'm Asian. All that I can say is that something is wrong with the genes. And that's it. haha. Somehow she doesn't possess that 'height' factor that I've ~~got.~~ Told you something's up with them genes. hehehe (: I'll miss how stupid you sound when you ask those obvious and retarded questions.

Are you happy that you look extremely TALL in this picture? hehe!!

Other pictures :

Loser is imitating me :( hahaha. and i wouldn't want to be in the same class as you!

with SILVIAAA MUMMYYY! She's doing GMA next year. Hopefully we'll be in the same class *fingers crossed*

Accounting had been fun with you around! :D I'll miss the way you sing OUT LOUD every time when Ms Moreland is not around. and the camwhoring sessions :) okaaayy it'll be a tad awkward if we're in the same class next year .__.

I know for sure that those people that I'll still be in touch with or be in a same class with. And hopefully they are Mayching, Faye, Charana, Mel, Adam, Bryan! :))

The bittersweet feeling was getting even stronger toward the end of the day. People grow attached to each other, and the next thing you know, it's time to move on. People are attached to others because they need them to hang in there. People find themselves growing even more attached to others because they want them to be in their life, or stay in their lives.

10G3 2010 :)

2010-11-09T18:01:00.004+11:00

I know I screwed up bad.

I know I wasn't like this before. But I don't hang out with them as usual anymore, I actually THINK twice before doing something. I've stopped swearing that much unlike before. There was always at least one swear word in every sentence. That's an improvement isn't it? Or is it not enough to be considered as an improvement?

Cause for now, I know what I want to do because being called arrogant, selfish, tyrannical and inconsiderate woke me up. I've let down so many people, lost a couple of friends and a sibling's trust. Why? ME. How selfish can I get? "What Jamie wants, Jamie will get it." is true. It hurts when I had to hear it but it's for the better isn't it? For my own good?

Most of the questions that I've been asked was about me being here in Australia, how I've changed so much just to fit in with my friends, or that me being Aussie-fied in just 10 months or so. Stop asking me that please. How would I know when I'm trying to convert back to my old self? How am I going to know if all I get is little pieces of information about myself?

I'm not seeking for attention by typing all those up there. I'm not craving for attention. It's my blog for God's sake. What am I going to write if I'm not supposed to write about how I feel? I'm not going to start writing a diary or journal because I know I won't continue writing for long.

.... I'm going for a jog to think.

2010-11-06T01:01:00.003+11:00

So WHAT UP DAWWG? :D

How have I been? hmm I've been better. The End of Year examinations are in 2 weeks' time. I'm pretty much soiling my pants at this moment cause Maths and Accounting are really eating me up inside. I wasn't feeling good before(physically). I actually fell asleep while I was doing work for Maths :| I think it was my first time falling asleep in anything I do....other than watching movies or videos..

So after, Joey and I went out at 11 11+ :D for supper. We had baked lasagna for dinner and we were STARVING after a few minutes. ok exaggeration. sooo omnomnomnom congee! :D i felt soooo much better after eating anddddddddddddddddddd, guilty. thanks Joey for forcing me to have 2 more bowls =.= I want to pee those liquid out! grr.

*YAY I JUST PEED*

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We had an Accounting practice exam yesterday (1.22am). The paper wasn't that difficult, but I didn't know we were gonna have a practice exam so I wasn't prepared and didn't study for it but oh wells. But at least I didn't leave any blanks on the paper ;)

Does anyone read or follow GMH stuff? Most of the stuff posted on the site are really good and touching but then, are they actually true though..? Like are they based on true stories? Cause some of them might be fabricated and they still get sympathy votes.. :/ BUT THEY'RE STILL GOOOOOD! and somehow makes me appreciate life. even more.

Can you guys out there who still reads this 'page' formspring meeee? :D hehe cause yeah it's kinda sad going on formspring without questions to answer. hahaha.

Joey was talking to me about what she wants and what she's GOING to do after VCE. maaan i seriously can't wait. 2 more years of high school and I'll be FREEEE! well kinda. hehe. FREE FROM MRS TAN'S CLUTCHES ANYWAYS ;D And during the 1st year of uni, it's time to bring out the binoculars! out in the public too ;) if you get what i mean. hahhaaha

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BYEEEEEEEE ;D

2010-10-31T22:25:00.006+11:00

I'm subconsciously looking for your name on the FB chat list.

WHYYYY!

nooooo....

Isn't it stalking then? fuck.

If it goes overboard, what would happen? :/

gaaaah.

can't wait for tomorrow though! :)

The Kite Runner is a really good movie. You guys should watch it. It's um sad. Well I'm only up to the starting of the movie.. BUT! according to the sources, it's really touching and just nice. hehe. We're watching it for English. I LOVE it when we've finished our lessons. So basically all we do in English is watching movies and just chill. Especially when we're watching a movie in the Lecture Theatre. The atmosphere is almost the same in the cinema. It's just that the seats are really crappy. It's dark, gloomy, cooling, cozy..

Yes I've fallen asleep before -.-

Thank good God for Ms Bazeley! :D

Pictures of the lane ways.

2010-10-30T01:37:00.009+11:00

What do you talk about when you're with your friends?

The conversations you have with them. What do you guys talk about? It's fascinating how topics can drag conversations and you'll talk for more than 5 hours without even realising. Most of the things that we talk about are of the same thing. The same topic. So why is it that when two groups join together, nothing goes around? Conversations that once flew so well in the individual group stopped dead right in its tracks.

I'm pretty zee weird -.-

so like whazzzupp people?! I never knew lane ways will be that interesting. Well in Australia anyways. We went to the city to take pictures of graffiti, art pieces and stuff. It was interesting.. :/ yeaah that's the word. haha it was bludge though. We walked and roamed around the city. We stopped when we saw colourful lane ways. Shows how much fun I get as I'm in Year 10 :D

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I absolutely HATE losing my camera case and the fact that it's BLACK doesn't help at all. Whenever I'm going to somewhere, I'll just leave my stuff on the table or elsewhere. I'll get distracted and somehow the thought of having a camera case or a ~~CAMERA~~ just disappears..

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Why do people swear?

And why do people assume that when one swears, that person is bad or negatively influenced? Why do one swear? Is it because one is expressing his frustration and anger? Because one is trying to gain attention by doing so? Cause one is fitting in with the crowd just because swearing seems cool?

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how trippy does the picture look? haha. It was a 'glow-in-the-dark' themed party. The yellow blob on my cheek is a thunderbolt -.- FAIL WHALE!

p.s.: I like eating gum cause it satisfies my cravings. somehow :)

2010-10-20T22:49:00.003+11:00

Time flies fast when we least expect it. We used to be that little, that innocent, that young, that carefree. Well, some of you out there might still be. But then think of the things that you once knew, and the things that you know now. Major difference yeah? Hmmm.. :/

Is it better to know more than to know less? Ever gotten the feeling of being isolated or rejected or not ‘out-there’ enough when you don’t know anything? Or even if you heard of the latest piece of information (or as known as gossip/rumour), it might not be enough or sufficient to keep you satisfied.

2010-10-17T13:29:00.003+11:00

Mayching and Idee's 16th :)

We had dinner at Pescare and the bill gave me a shock. *gulp

After dinner, we headed to Mayching's mansion for some icecream cake and pizzas since most of us were still hungry. yeah me included =.=

Group shot

No I didn't eat you, Patrick!

The twigs.

Prestigious ladies.

C-DAN and VIV.

The Bryan Pose.

Till next time! :)

Saira's 16th

2010-10-11T22:23:00.006+11:00

Alright, time for a proper blogpost! :)

I was invited to Saira's sweet 16th last Saturday. The theme of the party was ''fairies & princesses". So what did I go as? A PURPLE FAIRY! Yeah yeah laugh all you want -.-

I was supposed to head over to Ally's to get ready, but this so-called 'fairy' got lost while navigating her way through the labyrinth of Glen Waverley. Well basically I was ~~lost.~~

YAY enough crapping, now for the pictures!

Loverboy and Saira (Birthday Girl)! <3

Saira and her amazing brickwall -.-

Ally and I :)

Naww Danielle..

Her backyard - party area.

Maddie Div and stuff..

SUSHIE!

Phoeebees and I

GROUP PICTURE!

The party was filled with illegal stuff, but good ol' Jamie knows how to take care of herself and she knows what self-control is ;) My legs died from all the dancing. Thank God I wasn't wearing heels.

I somehow can feel that summer is coming! :DDD

I need a good tan.

:)

2010-10-02T23:45:00.003+10:00

Played footy, talked, chilled, suntanned, ate.

Tackling people and pulling them down IS fun! :D

2010-10-01T22:23:00.006+10:00

Dad & Mum

whee it's been AGES since I last saw them. Dad has a big bulge right now and he's covering it with his scarf. haha :D I look sweaty in that picture ^ cause I didn't shower the day before :X HAHA NAH JOKES! hehe

Hey wanna see a magic trick?

WHY AND HOW DO WE LOOK LIKE MIDGETS?! :( Look at Dad laughing at how short we've become..

OMG SERIOUSLY JAMIE YOU'RE AMAZING.

HOW DOES IT HAPPEN? WE'VE GROWN TALLER! :O

*Jamie bows. hahaha.

"It's alright, it's alright.. I know I bring joy into all your lives.."

Joey & I.

oooh! We went to watch Hairspray the musical. Sadly, no cameras were allowed, but I didn't know that and took a picture of the TV. It was so good. Every movement was so coordinated. I dunno if they were lip-syncing though.. It was THAT hard to judge if they were. but oh wells 500 bucks was totally worth it. bahaha. Thank God it wasn't my money :D

There were hotties too ;)

Joey and I at Princess Theatre.

And I took a picture with Israel Folau! He's a rugby player and he's playing for Brisbane. Looook! ( OK you can't ) He had his hand behind me! :D:D hahaha but he's effin tall though. like 195cm. A giant with a midget. hmm nice! :)

2010-09-26T20:17:00.002+10:00

so.. knowing something that you shouldn't. secretly knowing something that you obviously shouldn't. i dont know about you but then the feeling of being backstabbed is as worse as discovering something.

thanks for showing me that not everyone that you think you know can be trusted.
thanks for opening my eyes to the come-on-you-can-trust-me! :) or i-am-one-of-your-friends.

thanks for showing me that everyone that i know is a two-faced.

i feel even more insecure.

and thanks for making me feel this way.

Cause without you, things go pretty hazy

2010-09-18T21:43:00.006+10:00

Hey guys! How's your weekends? Too bad Malaysian kids! You guys will have to go back to school on Monday while I'll be having my holidays! well technically holidays have already started for me, but I've got to go back to school for a week and 2 days -.- eff my life. But hey, one plus point of it is that we get to wear casual clothes -.- eff me, no us.

Anyways, Daddy and Mummy are reaching Australia on the morning of 22nd September! :D I can't wait to see them! AND ALSO MY MOONCAKES! BAHAHA COME TO MAMA! I can't wait to eat Mummy's mooncake. I remember making them. The techniques are flattening, rolling, putting the paste on the skin, rolling it so that it'll be all round[?] and perfect :)

I'd prefer my mooncakes to be eaten with eggyolk though. It's like a combination of the sea and lollies. Salty & Sweet :D

And mum's going to bring us CLOTHES WOOHOO! I haven't been out shopping for a while man. My clothes bore me. Don't you hate it when you've got absolutely NOTHING to wear? And the only clothes that you'll wear is from another person's wardrobe? Yeah that's me, and Joey. haha.

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Minal's 16th! May, Sushie and I got this dress for her. She looks good in it too! :D We had a last minute plan to go to her crib. I swear, it's always a last minute plan to go to someone's crib. We had curry food too! OMNOMNOMNOM! :D Guess who had the most? ;)

Minal, who's going back to UK pretty soon.. :(

Sushie and I went really high somehow. HAHA! We started dancing to Crazier by Taylor Swift

-.- I'll upload the video! *still uploading.. It's taking a billion years to load omg*

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Anyways, I made another youtube video. Yes guys-.- but you don't have to watch it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9gGHDU7q5M

Comments are definitely welcome! :) I'll buck up on my singing for sure. But I've got no idea why do I look sleepy in videos though.. Hmmmmm..

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Minal and I are going jogging tomorrow! Hopefully it'll work though. I need someone to push me and shout at me.

"Jamie hurry up! You're so fat, when you run, you're leaking oil, not water!"
"Jamie you're taking ages to run! Move your legs!"
"Come on! Even my grandma is walking faster than you!"

I reckon I'm pretty funny. I would give Russell Peters a run for his money ;)

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haha Faye came over to mine on Wednesday! :D I love you Food Buddy! She eats alot, like me! omnomnom. She's got a voice of an angel. I'm not even exaggerating. She sounds soooo good, but she's effin shy -.- She makes me feel bad all the time when we're singing. haha but I'm still gonna irritate you all with MAH VOICE! :P We sang Just The Way You Are. I'm starting to hate that song. It's such a drag. Sorry to all you lovers out there.

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Thanks bro! :) As I said, it's the cutest memopad I've ever received. And also the fact that you actually put in the effort to design it makes it even more :D

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And, the last day of Term 3 (Friday)

with Migara. haha. I was trying to be 'smaller'.. guess that didn't work.

Bryan! :) The guy who has 5 packs, but ~~she~~ he said it's gonna be 4 soon..

This is a really long post :O

The brown dream catcher.

2010-09-11T20:33:00.007+10:00

Friday marks the first detention that I've ever gotten in my life. Detentions are supposed to be scary, quiet, kids doing their schoolwork, filled with punks and emo kids. well, based on movies. haha. BUT surprisingly, it was mad fun! :D Being in the same table as Faye, Steph, Minal, May, Sushie was like errr.. cause I thought we were gonna get moved to other tables as we were contributing to the noise pollution.

Thank God Mrs Tan couldn't see me cause well,

1. She's old.

2. Her eyesight is failing her.

3. well she's just OLD :)

May was like 'dude 3 o'clock.' Jamie turned, and saw Mrs Tan talking to Tatnall. Jamie totally switched to her ninja mode and tried to blend in with the others. Well clearly it worked cause everyone was wearing their school uniforms-.-

After detention, May & Sushie & I watched DESPICABLE ME!!!!!! IN 3D TOO

May and Sushie were laughing their butts off throughout the movie. Well it IS funny hehe. I loveee the roller coaster part! although the seats weren't movable. it was as though we were ON the ride as well because of the 3D effects. i can't exactly say anything about it, cause I don't want to ruin it for you guys.

Well, one word to summarise the movie will be AWESOME.

'I want to pinch your cheeeek!' pedo smile ;)

MINIONS!

Edith, Margo, Agnes :)

:D minions!

We looked distorted because of the mirror. haha. We look NOTHING like that.

Yesterday was a good day despite it all.

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Well, it clearly looks like I epicly failed the I-am-not-going-to-swear challenge. I was in a really bad mood, as you can see. Don't want to think of it, don't want to talk about it. Soo the challenge resumes..? hehe.

You know what, I seriously hate it when I'm looking for something, I'll search everywhere. I'll ransack my drawers. I'll look under my bed (I'm scared of doing that anyways. It's as though I'm living along a ~~crocodile infested river~~ and my bed is my boat. Hey, every kid can dream alright!). And there it is, right beside me. Well it's not as bad if I'm holding it. but still, as bad.

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OHHH! And Happy Mooncake Festival for those who celebrates it (most of the Chinese I reckon) Kuma Winnie gave us some traditional mooncakes. WITH EGGYOLK BABEH! (Y) HEHE :D

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Soccer tomorrow *thumbs up*

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What do you guys think of this?

It's always a habit of mine,

after experiencing a nightmare.

I would lie flat on the ground,

Eyes fixed at the fake plastic stars sticked on the ceiling.

I thought I could hear footsteps approaching,

Footsteps of the one person who cares for me.

Approaching, getting closer to my door,

But he never came.

Then I realised, it was just the sound of my heartbeat.

Yay or Nay?

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Signing off :)

2010-09-08T21:02:00.002+10:00

Seriously? Like seriously? You want me to obey your tight as rules and regulations? The friggin' school's rules you say? Bullshit. You want everyone of us to be in your control. In your fucking polluted bubble that states every fucking one of us don’t have anything to say in everything we do. If only you weren’t that effin tight. If only you fucking let us do at least one fucking thing that we want to do. If only you fucking listen to us. Your fucking minions.

So.. I’m only important when something bad happens to me? I only matter when I’m a ‘rebel’? Rebel my fucking foot. It’s always her, her, her. Can you at least take the initiative to say hi or talk to me when I actually need someone to ask? Is she really the only one that matters? I seriously don’t get the idea of having you in my life if the only calls you make is to check up on her when something bad happens to her. when something major happens.

So I don't matter till something bad happens? I should be a rebel then?

Fuck this shit.

2010-09-05T00:44:00.005+10:00

A gush of wind just blew as I am typing. Apparently it’s spring since 2 days ago. Is the start of everything that crappy? Anyways, there’s a blogger from USA who is almost like a style icon. I find it kind of amusing because she’s only 13 years old. She gets all this free stuff from advertising and the fact that she’s 13 doesn't stop her from doing things that she likes. What am I doing right here then? Wasting chances as time drags on.

This is the chick that I'm talking about. Her blog is www.thestylerookie.com

Check it out, it's pretty cool. It's filled with pictures and loads of words. haha I can't be stuffed reading it sometimes.

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'Look Ma! I'm eating a cup!'

HAHAHAHA! Would you actually eat it though? mm I think I'll have a small bite of the bacon and not drink the soup/liquid. eek I wonder how many ~~days~~ weeks does that person need to burn all those fats off.. :/

Check this out! They look so simple and plain but actually,

Hershey’s Bar Classic, Hershey’s Bar W/Almonds, Hershey’s Cookies and Cream King, 5Th Ave, Kit-Kat, Heath Bar, and Caramello all wrapped and skillet cooked in a flour tortilla with chocolate Skittles garnish, Hershey’s Syrup. A whopping 2,000 calories.

:O:O buckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Oh did I mention that I'm trying to stop swearing? It's a promise to myself. I'm trying my hardest and bestest to do it! Ohhhh, and I'm making things up like 'buck' instead of the f-word. 'bizz' or 'dump' instead of s***. So when I'm gonna do number 2, I'm gonna say 'hey i needa take a dump.' How polite eh? HAHAHAH!

LATERS GUYS!

2010-08-29T21:20:00.003+10:00

Life has been so boring. Well only Sundays are boring to me cause I've got nothing to do. I repeat, NOTHING! Oh wells, since I'm bored, I shall post a few pictures of my time in Convent and talk about them :D

Our 2A1 class party. I remember us having Spicy Chicken McDeluxe because that's one of my favourite burgers in Maccas. One of the finest memory that I had back in Form2 was that the five of us would sit in that corner ^ and start singing/shouting. I think we pissed a great number of people, like Chua, Alia and gang. hehe. Ooooh remember Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson? HEHE someone almost cried when Vivyan was singing it. I can't remember. Was it Chiu? :)

OMG. I THOUGHT I DELETED THIS PICTURE OFF MY LAPTOP! D:

HAHAHA look how cute we were! :p

This picture of Dhivya cracks me up so badly. Never knew I would still laugh at it but yeaah. hahaha. She was like 'Nooo Jamie! Don't take a picture of me! D:' Even the 'Come-on-Dhivya-I'm-not-gonna-be-here-anymore' doesn't work on her. pssh. But at last, Jamie the Awesome managed to have her photo taken ;) Ooh the picture was taken when we had the shirt designing competition shit. And that I was the model for the group. FML. I had to walk the walk and pose at the end of the 'runway'. Guess who was so embarrassed and was all red?

Picture taken by Chua the pro. How I miss Christmas concerts! I miss all the Convent events. I can't believe I missed the 85th anniversary! :( And that Choir sang the musical. sigh.. What shit & perfect timing is this? HAHAHA! There was this guy who went to the 2009 Christmas Concert and almost all Convent girls were 'infatuated' with the curly haired guy ;) remember girls? hehe.

I can't remember what the activity was :S But it was one of the activities after PMR. I remember playing netball and futsal. bahaha. WHEEEEEE 3A WON BABEH! Well we got 2nd place. hehe. Fucking got hit in the vagina by 2 people. damnn, that hurts so bad but I don't know about getting hit in the balls though.

I got sidetracked. Mayching sent me this link. Holy it's so mean but I'm on the guy's side anyhow.

http://mcccx3.tumblr.com/post/1030585445/threewordcliche-dude-finds-out-that-his

Oh yeaah guys! I created an account for both Formspring and Twitter. See, I am bored on Sundays. haha.

Twitter : jymewhoo

Formspring : jymie

:) ADD ME AND ASK AWAY! :D
I don't mind any form of questions, even questions about myself. When I say questions, I mean questions, not statements. Causee, how am I gonna answer them? :s soooo, ask! :) who knows? I might get to know more about myself based on the questions that you ask!

CIAO AMIGOS.

2010-08-28T19:06:00.003+10:00

I just watched Piranhas 3D. It's 2 hours after the movie and i'm still palpitating. I need hours or even months to get over a horror movie. I remember watching a ghost movie with Joey and her friends. I still get flashbacks from the movie. *send shivers down my spine* damn :x

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mW5_4gZ0Jn4

The trailer doesn't really show how traumatic it can be. Fuck man, after the movie, we went to Max Brenner's for some chocolate to calm our nerves down. Well, mainly mine. hehe. I was so damn quiet [for once] when we were eating. For once, there is peace on earth :D

I don't know if the movie is out in Malaysia though. If it is, GO WATCH IT!! It's still good no matter what. Cody Longo is in it too! although not in many scenes. Jessica Szohr [from Gossip Girl] is kinda the main actor in it ;) LOADS of eyecandy for both guys and girls. The girls flashed boobs, scenes that are supposed to be censored are not. So guys, please behave aits!

I'm gonna boycott all fishes this week.

2010-08-25T20:07:00.001+10:00

wanna have an eargasm? hahaha i kid i kid..

well if you're bored as,

log on to www.youtube.com

and type in jyme237

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEzz

2010-08-22T13:43:00.002+10:00

Check this website out : Thisiswhyyourefat.com

The website is supposed to be a major turnoff for everyone. I'm looking through the pages and at first, I thought ALL of the pictures look so damn good but right now, I feel like regurgitating all that I had for brunch. Pasta, sandwich and cereal. FML. Its filled with images of the greasiest, oiliest, sweetest and most vile combination of food. Fuck man. Trust me, the first few pictures look really tempting, but think of the amount of oil cooked with the food and the FATS that will be plastered with you after eating it. urghh. *pukes*

***

SO WHAT'S UP?!

I went to Charana's bbq party at Jells Park yesterday. OMG the bbq food D: so goooood. hehe. I'm contradicting whatever I've said above^ -.-

We played soccer in the rain. How awesome. I'm having a cold right now. It's so hard to breathe with your nose blocked with mucous and another way of breathing would be by opening your mouth. If you open your mouth when you're sleeping, your throat goes dry. WHAT IS THIS?! grrr. Anyways I got sidetracked. I scored 2 goals babehhh! :D hehe considering the fact that I haven't played soccer for AGES.

So we played in the rain and hence mud everywhere. I fell twice on my ass. I had a big patch of mud on the left side of my jeans. It was funny as watching people falling down especially when it was slippery. haaha karma much? I had to soak everything that I wore after coming home :(

anyways i have to get back to work. I've got history, science and english due in tomorrow. and I haven't started on anything. I'm so screwed. So seee ya peeps! :D

13th August 2010

2010-08-13T23:00:00.013+10:00

So, as most of you should know, I went to see AJ RAFAEL at Alexandra Gardens with Faye, Steph, Brenda, Ben and his friend. I swear it was one of the best moments in my life. Apart from the David Archuleta showcase. It brings back so many memories from the past like how we hugged DA after his show. hehe.

So after school, F & S & I ran to my place. It usually takes me 7 minutes to get home, but I reckon we took 4 minutes to sprint home. We wanted to get on the 3 26pm bus, but after much deliberation on what to wear and putting on makeup[Faye], we got on the 3 41pm bus and we were still late. I was so annoyed because I wanted to cash out but my f*cking card doesn't work. I was supposed to call Ben AT the station, not when I was about to board the train. but i called him when the train left. HAHAHA! He had to get on the next train.

After much preparation and effort! :D

DO I LOOK COUNTRY? Apparently, according to them, I look like Taylor Swift-ish. The way she dresses up. wtf guys-.-

During the train ride to Flinders, I was all about "what if we can't get a picture with him?" and all the other what if [s], Faye was all on "do i look okay?" , all the do i [s], and Steph was all about ''wtf guys'' hahaha. I swear it was all true.

*****

When we reached Flinders, we walked across the bridge and I thought I saw a group of people flocking at a corner. ALL of them didn't think that it was him, BUT FUCK YEAHHH JAMIE HAS GOOD EYES! with the help of contacts duh IT WAS HIM ALRIGHT! BAHAHAH! F & S & J ran all the way downhill to the crowd and I went O.O i'm energized! :D hehehehe.

AJ was signing an autograph for a chick and I went " Hey AJ! :D " and AJ went " Heey! *smiles and waves * I swear I freaking melted. hahaha. I was star struck although he is just a famous YouTube singer. and he's not even a celebrity. YET. I got a picture with him and I think I was rather a bimbo when I was there cause I was shrieking-.- and going AHHHH! omg wtf jamie. it's like DA all over again. haha.

Let me just type out all the embarrassing things that I did.

When he was at the end of one of his song, I shouted "YOU DA SEXY!". Everyone laughed and he went " omg *flips head* "
When I was recording him, the thing that I hung around my camera was on a girl's head. She was rather irritated by it and went 'ugh'. I didn't even realise ._.
I wanted to take another picture with him cause I wasn't satisfied with the first one.
I wanted to ask him "hey are you taken?"
We took 2 shots in a go. A proper one and a silly face picture. HAHA! I was like "Hey why not a silly face picture?" AJ : " Yeahhh why not! *laughs* "

Well practically I was just shouting and shrieking.

*****

Aunty AJ!

I talked to her for a bit too :) she was there when a few girls were singing with a ukulele. F & S & I were there singing too! Hopefully we'll be featured in AJ's video! hahaha. I wish..

I guess I just wanted to make it worthwhile, as the next time he'll be in Melbourne will prolly be next year and he's not even sure of that. AJ was rather nice in person, although he doesn't look that hot. haha. He was so nice to fulfil a girl's request to sing a few songs for us on the spot using a chick's ukulele. All the girls standing in front went (L) / <3>

Jasmine signing for Faye! :)

Then Jasmine Rafael came with her other friends :D she was pretty short though. NO SCRATCH THAT. she is short and AJ is short. HAHA! I can say I'm of the same height as him :) Jasmine was really nice too! She actually talked to me for a bit until other people started hogging her. grrr. There was another guy who sang with AJ, he was rather mmmm let's just say he's pretty conservative. haha I had a picture taken with him though, cause I thought he was a singer as well. But I have NO CLUE on who he is.

with Jasmine Rafael :)

With someone! :p hahaha. I'm going to find out who you are!

After all the major hoo-haas, we went to Max Brenner's in Melbourne Central to chill for a bit before heading home :)

I look drunk. With Food Buddy!

FOODGASM MUCH?

13TH OF AUGUST = One of the best days in 2010! :D

and...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARANA YOU CHAZZZ!

2010-08-08T20:06:00.005+10:00

SUP NIGGAS! :P

Congrats Li Chin for grabbing 4th place for the Spelling Bee Competition! I never knew a duck could be THAT smart and good at everything! hehe jokes! And you actually took the initiative to memorise the whole Oxford[?] dictionary. Damnn.

******

Step Up in 3D tomorrow with 10G3 gangggg! and kelly! haha.

*****

HAHAHAAHHA AT MY FACIAL EXPRESSION!

i miss BSMM camps! haha i reckon someone was trying to make me laugh (elyssa i guess). hence THE FACE! -.- i miss how we had to march on the muddy field non-stop when the competition is coming up. it's always a convent tradition to be competitive in everything you do. vivyan and i took the trainings seriously (if i'm not mistaken) and we were like "NO YOU (commander) HAVE TO DO THIS PROPERLY! SHOUT IT LIKE *BLA KE KANAN LURUS* we were so demanding and bossy and seriously, WHAT PERFECTIONISTS MAN!

*****

I'm scared of life.

How it's ongoing and it doesn't stop for anyone ; eventhough you're close to royalty or everything in life has been served to you on a silver platter. Have I made enough impact on everyone that I know/once known, to make them realise if I'm gone tomorrow? What if *touch wood* I'm in a casket tomorrow, and no one knew about it because they don't even know of my existence? I'm terrified.

2010-08-05T19:25:00.006+10:00

HIPPOPOTOMONSTROSESQUIPEDALIOPHOBIA - the fear of long words

haha i find it really funny :) something new to learn eh? try saying it out loud. it's so harddd to say it at first. HIPPOPO - TO - MONST - ROSES - QUI- PEDALIO - PHOBIA.

*****

We had a Maths competition and a General Ability Test. The Maths paper was something like the New South Wales Maths paper. It took us 100 minutes to finish them and we can't bring calculators into the room. The papers consisted of 25 objective questions and 5 subjective questions. I could answer question 1-20+, but after that, holy shit I couldn't even answer any single one of them. 5 SUBJECTIVE QUESTIONS! I think I've lost 30+ marks already. FML. But it's ok, it's only a competition, not a test.

The G.A.T paper killed me so bad. I was drained out from the Maths one and I had to finish another fucking big bomb. Sooooo tiring. 100 minutes gone just like that. So that was 200 minutes to finish 2 papers. WOW. I never knew I had it in me. G.A.T was more on general knowledge and it also included a lil bit of English, Maths, and of course general knowledge. As most of you should have known, Jamie is a tad bit slow/dumb [but not BLONDE!] when it comes to general knowledge. damnit grrr *pouts*

I remember the last time when I was in the hall taking my Mid Year's, I was late, got screwed over by a teacher, and I panicked so bad and stuff. Hmmmm.. :/ I guess I was more composed just then. Oh wells. Something new to learn everyday.

Pictures taken with Will Chai the douchebag in Accounting :P

Another week is going to pass soon. Look how fast time is passing. I wonder what's going to happen in 2011. Anyhoo I can't wait to be in Year 11! Maybe cause we have more school activities like debutante ball and formal. HEHEHEHE! :D:D

SEEEEE YA LATER ALLIGATORS! :p

2010-07-31T14:05:00.004+10:00

What a downer.

anyhoos, some of the more recent pictures :)

After school on Friday, I went over to Faye's house for cycling. HEHE. I can't believe we actually cycled for an hour plus. Danggg, we're tough! haha. Faye is going for this Summit to Sea thingo. It's like an activity that goes for a month and they'll have to go through a lot of games or sports like hiking, rowing and stuff. The food I reckon is gonna be pretty shitty and Faye's a food person. I will DIE if I'm going. Well I thought of doing it though, but i bet Mrs Tan will give one definite answer > NO. She called me over to 'train' or 'prepare' herself for the hardships that she has to go through. ~~haha i sound so formal-ish.~~ After cycling, damn we had so much food for dinner. OMNOMNOMNOM! :DD

so how are your weekends? :)

emo/rage

2010-07-29T22:17:00.006+10:00

It's been a while since I last cried. I'm not joking.

9 30pm, 29th July 2010.

I don't get why am i always holding back. words, tears, laughter, emotions. I don't think I'm the Jamie that I used to be anymore. I'm not as carefree, i'm not as 'deep' when i could be, i'm not as bubbly anymore. then again, why am i holding back? I thought settling into a new environment that is absolutely open about everything would be so easy. Well I made it LOOKED as if it was easy. but then again, since when Jamie? You're just deluding yourself and also everyone around you. Putting up a strong and impenetrable facade just to prove to yourself that you can do it. Can you though? I'm so fucking self-absorbed. I'm always worrying about the way I look, the way I'm gonna present myself at school the next day. Fuck I feel like the biggest loser in GWSC. I've put on so much weight and yeah no one seems to realize but me. I eat so much in my room. I down myself with so much junk it's scary even to see me in my room.

I've never ever felt so insecure in my life. ever. why can't we do something that we actually WANT and not NEED or SHOULD? not wanting to hurt anyone especially the one of the two people that i give my utmost respect to. having to see the elder one being the guinea pig and live through the life that no one wants. having forced to do something that we obviously don't want to. Why can't you listen to us for the first time? Why can't you let us do something that we actually WANT?

I always knew that you wouldn't notice me in that way. We talk, but all I know is, you wouldn't feel the same way. Heck how would I know? You always act the same way with every girls. It's so weird of me to actually like[?] someone who doesn't stay in a spot. I don't talk to you as much cause I don't know what to say when I'm with you. Words just stop coming out from my mouth when I'm sitting beside you or talking to you. That's why I don't talk to you like before anymore. So yeah now you know why. But heck you don't even know this thing called a blog even exists. I hope you'll get it soon. The only reason why I can't answer "Hey why don't we talk as much anymore? Why don't you talk to me? I'm always telling you stuff.." is all written here.

Screw all this shit. Listen to Down and You Fill My Heart by Jason Walker. The best songs to listen to when you're feeling fucked up both mentally and physically. And also when you're crying. It helps so much with bawling.

2010-07-24T15:12:00.003+10:00

I jolted awake from my bed at 7 30am today, cause I thought I was late for school.
So many thoughts were running in my mind.

Thought 1 : I'm late am I?
Thought 2 : Is it friday?
Thought 3 : I'm gonna miss my Accounting SAC.
Thought 4 : You studied till 1am the day before Jamie. You're gonna get screwed by Mrs Tan.
Thought 5 : EVERYONE SHUT UP! I think it's Saturday.

I turned on my phone, and it was taking a really long time to start, and I just plonked back to sleep.

*ten minutes later*
Joey rushed into my room and went "JAMIE IT'S 7 45AM!" I thought I was dreaming cause I was just thinking about the same thing too. And I told her that it's Saturday wtf -.-

Let's just say that The J sisters are too excited to go back to school ._.

HAHAHA!

2010-07-20T22:34:00.004+10:00

Girls tend to notice minute and small details when guys act around them. The tiniest action like hugging girls can send them flying off the ground, while guys think that it's normal to do that. Hmmm :/ why do girls feel/do that though? Is it because they're too desperate? Their little minds wonder and they start imagining things that could have happened instead at the exact moment if a time machine was invented.

He likes you but he doesn't like you in that way.

Therefore, He's just not that into you..

2010-07-20T19:10:00.000+10:00

[c=#F2606A] [b]›[/b][/c] mayching[b],[/b] [c=#F2606A]♥[/c] ·& ·$#9FCFFF says:
hey jamie
did it hurt?
JAMIE! says:
did what hurt?
[c=#F2606A] [b]›[/b][/c] mayching[b],[/b] [c=#F2606A]♥[/c] ·& ·$#9FCFFF says:
when you fell from heaven
JAMIE! says:
may whats up with u?
[c=#F2606A] [b]›[/b][/c] mayching[b],[/b] [c=#F2606A]♥[/c] ·& ·$#9FCFFF says:
LOLSSSSS
SO DOES IT
HURT OR WHAT.
JAMIE! says:
yeah it hurts alot
[c=#F2606A] [b]›[/b][/c] mayching[b],[/b] [c=#F2606A]♥[/c] ·& ·$#9FCFFF says:
GOD
JAMIE! says:
see the bruises on my knee?
[c=#F2606A] [b]›[/b][/c] mayching[b],[/b] [c=#F2606A]♥[/c] ·& ·$#9FCFFF says:
oh i can tell
cuz your face is really
fucked up
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLS.

How mean is that?! God..

18th of July.

2010-07-19T22:57:00.002+10:00

16th at Strike [karaoke] and dinner [Grand Tofu]. WHEEEE I HAD CHAR KUEY TEOW BABEHH! Although it doesn't taste as local as Malaysia's, but who caresss it tastes pretty OK.

Group photo-ish

Sushie and Mel

The girls minus Faye :(

With the loser

Girls PLUS faye minus Kelly :(

It was fun ~~singing~~ shouting at the karaoke. I think the room was soundproof :S The girls were practically shouting for every single song although they provided us with microphones. HEHE. I still prefer Neway though. The sound system is much better. But I'll just make do with what I have. Sushie and I sang When I Look At You and omg it was so horrible. We were so out of tuned cause we were shouting instead of singing. Well I know I shouted hehe :x Will and Pavan started singing all these rap/hip-hop songs and I wanted to boogeyy but Jamie controlled herself. I wouldn't want everyone to go WTF?! at me. heee.

So yupp, more pictures up on FB! :D

2010-07-13T18:24:00.002+10:00

I'm so hungryyy! Aunty's cooking and I can hear my tummy shouting for food 'grrrrr'

Imma blog about yesterday. For people out there who doesn't know what yesterday was, IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY! :DD hehe.

*I swear I took an hour to reply to the comments on FB. I'm not joking or exaggerating. Andddd I'm not even done! D: grrrrrrr*
*Imma go watch Modern Family! (:*

1 hour 30 minutes later..

wheee i'm back from everything. well not so much of FB though.. haha. Alright let's get started.

I've watched the Finals of World Cup on Monday 4am. I had a really hard time getting out of bed, but because it was the finals, I managed to drag my lazy ass out of bed and took the tv into Joey's room thinking that she wants to watch it too. Cause that was what she told me. But when I went in, she was like "Put the tv on the floor. I wanna sleep." I stayed on, watching the match ALONE (well not really) and the match ended at 7am. holy shit. Ai Leen knocked on Joey's door and she said "Jamie ni ke yi siao sen yi dian ma? Ni you yi dian chao." I felt so bad for shrieking and jumping when Spain scored! :) hehe.

Many people came and wished me, hugged, talked for a bit, smiled and tadaa. After school, Sushie and May ~~went~~ more like RAN to The Glen to buy a cake from Safeway. The guys were like stalling time and shit, Bryan was putting back his sole== and Chat was talking bull with me. OMG. And I didn't suspect any shit. I feel so gullible. So we happily skipped to the foodcourt to meet up with S and M, Sushie's humongous bag was on the table, and I knew something was up, but then again, it's Sushie. Her bag is freaking big I swear. We went to the table, and i went OHMYGOD A CAKE?! AHHAHA. and started smiling. teehee. They sang and did a hiphip hoorayx3 thingo. It's an Aussie way of doing it. Cake was gooood..... but fattening==

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN FOR WISHING ME AND GIVING ME PRESSIES! :D:D really appreciate all the things that you've done, i'm not being sarcastic here.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE dinner with Joey in the city[?], party with friends in the city! hehe

THANKS KUMA FOR SHOUTING US DINNER AT KITCHEN WORKSHOP! We had 1/2kg of prawns EACH! That equals to 17 bloody prawns babehhh! we're such big eaters! :D

No pictures though, I can't be bothered D:

:')

2010-07-08T02:43:00.010+10:00

Alrightie peepos. 2 more days to Australia. Sigh. I never knew two weeks would pass that quickly. WHY WHY? How I wish I could extend my stay and not go to school. That will be the BOMB! hehe. It certainly was nice getting treats from people [ Thanks Christy CCY for BR! , Thanks Diy for buying me sweet corn! , Thanks Kim for trusting me ( I know you always do ) with your books! , Thanks Sara/Vivyan for paying the toilet fee! , Thanks Elizabeth for paying for the tickets/food! , Thanks BenT for treating me to Secret Recipe and chauffeuring me around! , Thanks Christy & Rebecca & Michelle for the awesome sweater! I will defo need it there! ] hahaha. Life has been really good in Malaysia. The feeling of being pampered all over again feels really good.

I don’t have to wash the dishes that often, I don’t have to tidy up my bed, I don’t have to do this and do that. I feel really good & carefree [?]. I realised I’ve been using the word ‘good’ so many times already. Oh wells.

Being able to meet up with friends after 5-6 months always makes my day. I’m being serious here, no sarcasm included :D It’s like I’ve always felt that the connection or the bond that has been holding us together was kind of gone..? Because it’s been ages since we’ve last hung out. Everything that we’ve done will certainly be remembered. And once and for all,

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH! :D

And also special thanks to daddy N mummy for EVERYTHING

and .....

I’LL BE BACK SOON YOU BITCHES! :P

First post.

2010-07-05T21:47:00.003+10:00

Make new friends and keep the old,
One in silver and the other gold.

Ever heard of this song? Or phrases which mean almost the same thing? I seriously don't get how and why people like you will change so damn drastically. Yeah sure bad things that happened left huge impacts on you but I don't see other people acting the same shitty way like you are right now. Please (Yes I'm actually hoping) get a grip of your life. Don't be so f*cking pathetic and let everyone into your life JUST.LIKE.THAT.

Don't push those who helped you go through the worst in your life, those who actually stayed by your side when no one else gave a fuck about you, those who sincerely cared for you. You once said that let new people into your life. I see you doing that, but who gives you the right to push and diss those who USED to be your friends? Who gives you the right to f*cking do that?

F*cking get a grip of yourself. Don't you dare hurt them again, cause seriously, you don't want to mess with me. They actually talked and gave a damn about you but is this how you treat them? Letting the old ones go and filling all the gaps with new people? WTF is wrong with you? I seriously don't get you or how can you act so f*cking optimistic when they are actually sad for you and sad for what happened.

fuck you and please get a grip.

2010-07-02T03:33:00.002+10:00

I'll kick you in the __ if you dare say that he's not hot.

BUT I STILL LOVE YOU TORRES! <3

2010-06-24T02:15:00.010+10:00

I’m not going to deny, I AM proud of myself for traveling alone on Sunday midnight. I went to the right gate, had loads of time and watched The Proposal. Never fails to crack a smile on my face. :D I was vibrating [?] on my chair cause I was holding back my laughter. Damnnn, kids were looking at me like “You OK?” hahaha. I guess I looked normal because I had help from Joey (Yes thank you) because she told me things like “YOU HAVE TO BE THERE ON TIME. GO TO THE GATE STRAIGHTAWAY AND WAIT FOR YOUR FLIGHT.” She sounds like my step mom.

Day 1

Hugged mummy and I think I kind of woke up her by talking, more like blabbering to her about Australia. BHAAHA! It was 6 in the morning man! What am I supposed to do? I felt energetic already. We had breakfast with daddy and kumas at some restaurant.

Porridge with you cha kuih

Tau fu fa [?]

I can’t be bothered typing already. The reason why I’m typing is because I’m entertaining myself while waiting for the Germany VS Ghana match. So that means more updates then? :)

15/6

2010-06-15T23:11:00.004+10:00

About time I type something up! I'm so sick of the previous post, not the post on Steph's party but the previous one. SO sick of looking at my own face -.- Won't it be cool if you could just look like yourself for one day, and change some parts of your look every other day? It'll be likee creating a new human like on Wii or something. How cool would that be?! Ok I'm daydreaming.

Okiee I shall write a bit about my trip to the city with Mel. What we did basically for the whole day was WALK. Oh wells, that's the only thing you can do to burn off carbs and fats after having Nando's for lunch. hehe. And I only bought myself a top. A TOP! I feel like stressing the word/letter A SOOOOOO MUCH cause it's just a piece of clothing which costs me $5=.= HAHAHA! ok cool i think I've proved my point.

I can't be bothered explaining any further cause I'm really sore from working out. 30 mins on the treadmill-lookalike machine, 50 sit ups(i know you guys can do WAY better) and 30 lunges on each legs. I don't want to scare everyone off with my new gigantic figure when I get back home. I'm sorry if you guys suffer a stroke or something! :S

I think I should start making a list! D: Tell me if I missed out on anything to bring home! :D

SEEE YA SOON! :P

2010-06-10T18:01:00.006+10:00

Photos taken in school.

4 days of holidays babehh! Who's the happy kid jumping around here? hehe. After 4 days of holidays would be 4 days of school and after that, IT WOULD BE 3 WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS! HECK YEAHHHH! hehe. I'm looking forward to going home :D

LADIESSS WE NEED TO MEET UP! OK OK OK?!?! EVERYONE GAME?! :DD

A day of pizzas and chips.

2010-06-06T15:41:00.007+10:00

I was invited to Steph's party yesterday night. We watched 2 movies, The Uninvited and Four Horsemen. It was a night of horror AND laughter. Well, only Sushie, Adam and I laughed. All 11 of us watched The Uninvited, and Eric was sitting alone at the counter desk.

Eric : Guyss, I'm gonna sit here cause I hate watching scary movies.

HAHAHA! We watched while eating pizzas and chips. It was GOOOOD! Girls screamed, boys jumped, all our eyes were glued on the tv. Literally. After the first movie, they watched Four Horsemen. The movie looked boring, so Sushie and I went off to talk & eat. Adam joined us, and we thought of scaring them. Adam started throwing gummies. The first throw, he hit someone, 2nd throw, he hit the tv AND NO ONE REALISED! and the 3rd throw, he hit Bel.

Bel : Who the fuck is throwing stuff?

HAHAHAHA WE BURST OUT LAUGHING AND ADAM STARTED ROLLING ON THE FLOOR.

Before reaching Steph's house, Faye and I met up at the Glen. Apparently I looked like a man (According to Faye) cause I had my hoods up (It was raining cats and dogs) and I was carrying my guitar bag=.= Thanks Faye. We missed the 4 42pm bus, so we took the 5 27pm bus. It was STILL raining and it was freezing. I thought I had frostbites :S Let's just say that Faye and I are road idiots. Faye pressed the bell 2 stops before the right stop and the bus driver stopped and the door opened. We were like errrrr........ So he drove forward and we went off the right one. I called Steph to ask for the directions to her house. We walked straight ahead and were supposed to turn into this alley.

IT WAS BLOOOODY DARK AND THE THOUGHT OF THINGS POPPING OUT AND TOUCHING US JUST SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF US.

Steph and Adam came and pick us up :D hehe. All in all, it was really fun AND THANKS STEPH FOR INVITING MEEEEEE! :)

I've been eating so many slices of pizzas. AHHHHHH gonna avoid pizzas from now on.

I dont think I told you guys that I've not been eating burgers from Maccas or Hungry Jacks! :D

2010-06-02T19:38:00.003+10:00

DISAPPOINTING. Shit. And just when I thought I did fine in the exam. I came out with a big grin on my face, cause I know it's over and hopefully those mugging will be paid off. As usual, Jamie(the dumb person) went around asking answers, to see if hers are the same as everyone else's. And I thought it was okay, cause I know I lost like 4 marks on the exam.
But now, here I am typing away, cause I realised I made so many careless mistakes.

VALUATION MEANS FIGURES WHICH MEANS HISTORICAL COST, NOT ENTITY PRINCIPLE.

CASH ON HAND IS CASH AT BANK. IT IS RECORDED IN BALANCE SHEET.

Can you read all the questions before answering? Why are you so dumb. why do you have to make so many mistakes. why do you have to rush in everything you do? why do you have to be late to school. you could have slept early last night, but noooooo, you slept at 12 30am instead. and you were late TO THE HALL. your fucking first exam in Melbourne, and you screwed it up so badly.

i feel so dejected right now. and i thought i studied. so many mistakes. so many marks gone. so fucking dumb and idiotic. i bet you lost a minimum of 6 marks. wtf is wrong with you. get a grip on your life.

2010-05-27T23:23:00.004+10:00

Just in case you guys had forgotten how the current Jamie looks like >>

This is me, studying Accounting right now (12+am) cause Mid Years is less than a week's time S:

I'm scared. aiks. My friends and I have this deal where if anyone of 4 of us gets 95% and above, we'll have to give that person $1. I dont want to be bankrupt! double aiks.

2010-05-23T01:50:00.004+10:00

It was a really long day for me on last Tuesday. Woke up at 7 40am, went to school to get ready for District Cross Country, and then off we went to Monash University for our drama performance. I couldn't sleep the day before cause I was that nervous for drama. I didn't really think that much of Cross Country cause I thought jogging for 3km wouldn't be that bad. But holy, I had cramps while I was running. It hurted so badd, I almost fainted after 2.5km. I stopped on the tracks, jogged again, stopped, jogged. The worst physical feeling ever. I think that was the first time I had cramps. So yeah :S For my category, there were 44 participants. Mmmm I got really shitty. hahaa. We had to muck around till 3 15pm for the whole event to end. So Mel and I just hung around, took photos :D and had a mini picnic. mehehehe.

:( RIP Jamie.

TOUCH WOOOOD!

And after Cross Country, we (Pavan, Johnson, Elvin and I) took the bus to Monash University. The bus came at about 6 10pm, and obviously the sky was black already. Welcome to Autumn.. We took the wrong route and we landed in Boronia, which is like 25 minutes from Monash. We were on the bus for freaking 25 minutes, and we headed to the wrong place. I remember asking Pavan "Are you sure we're on the right direction?" And he said YES! We were like shitting in our pants already cause we're the next and last team to perform, and we're not there yet! Pavan and I were like omg shittt, I'm so scared what am i gonna do i dont want to screw up! Sprinted, panted like dogs, and tadaaaaa we reached the stage! hehe. We managed to get there 5 minutes before our performance. hahaha. It was really shocking cause we managed to pull it off plus IT WAS OUR FIRST EVER PERFORMANCE EVER WITH EVERYONE! Cause the Year 9s were also in the play, and we have different schedules. Thank God for our smooth performance! :D

And I didn't laugh or smile when Yannick and I were doing our scene. hehe, how professional. It was our first time not laughing at each other while holding hands, staring into each others' eyes. Imagine how hard was that! You guys should know that I'm a REALLY SHY PERSON! I can't look into certain people's eyes when I'm talking to them. I just cant. If not I'll just end up blushing or looking away. hehe (A)

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I'm always not good at ameliorating situations. I'm sorry for that. But you can't push all the blame to me just because you don't want to admit the whole truth. You know you're part of the scheme. Just admit it, and everything will be alright, I hope though.

I dunno why did I just typed that. Maybe it's like one of those unburied feelings that used to be buried, but it somehow floats up. Hmmmmmm.... :/