I really am the biggest dumbnut [Paul and Diy's influence]in the world. They dropped so many hints and I didn't pick them up. I actually do know that something is gonna happen, and all the while I thought my dad was gonna give me a phone or something else.
In Aunty Ivey [THANKS FOR FETCHING ME AND DIY!]'s car, I was feeling so scared cause I'm that kind of person that has to know everything beforehand. If not I'll get panicky and not know what to do. So yeah most of the time I was telling myself [in my head]that everything is gonna be fine. Nothing much, daddy is just gonna give me a phone, or maybe a shop house cause he wants me and Joey to run a business together=.= Yes I know. My imagination is wild.
Anywayss, when I reached the destination [which is my house], I didn't want to move, cause I thought I was in some foreign place. I touched the ground twice, shouted/shrieked/screamed a thousand times, but smiling the throughout the whole walk.
I finally walked into the room, and when the moment they shouted "SURPRISE!!" I fell [yes, so dramatic]and cried. I actually cried. WOW. HAHAHA! I really didn't want to cry at all. I really don't want to cry for another time. Seriously. I think I cried like a thousand times last year. But for this year, I cried for a good reason. OK, what am I talking?
I enjoyed the whole thing, and I hope the others did too. I didn't really talk much to some people, cause yeah, I'm kinda scared and I dunno what to think or do just now. It was overwhelming. hehe.
So yeah, I'm going to thank everyone one by one. I hope this won't be too much or too little! :D
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I'm just gonna write about people that comes to my mind first. Cause it's already 12+ and I'm tired. Sorryy, I will continue writing about my other friends.
Thanks Joey for everything. I know I always piss you off, OK not always but ALL THE TIME but, what to do? You're gonna be stuck with me for many years to come. TEEHEE! Thanks for organising this party with the rest of my friends. I'm not going to write much cause I have to talk to you tomorrow. Don't want to make things awkward. HAHA although I know it won't be.
Thanks Diyana for going out to TGIF & CS with me today. Sorry for disturbing & irritating you about who were you smsing, cause I have no idea what is going to happen. hehe. OH AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO PAY ME BACK ALREADY! I'm so typical:D You're the kind of person who knows EVERYTHING that's happening, "The Malaysian version of Gossip Girl" and you'll be scolding me or giving me that famous look of yours if I dunno any scandals. Thank you so much for actually making an effort to explain to me about everything cause I'm a dungu at times.
Thanks Kim for these past 4 years. I think you're the only close friend that's in PB, Interact, Michael, Choir. Both of us, in the same clubs. HAHA so cool! I will miss hitting & punching you in your shoulder, and also your super hurtful comments & teasings. I remember those phone calls that we had. When you're crying, I don't know how to comfort you, but when I'm crying, you'll say all those "soothing" words. HAHAHA! My mom even thought that we're lesbians. WAHH AWESOME MAN. Don't be sad if people teases you about your height! Cause you're FUN-SIZED! NOT SHORT! MUAHAHAHA! But I think I'm the only one who teases you about your height though. teehee!! I feel like punching your shoulder now! AIKS. hehe
Thanks Sara for putting up with my constant nonsense. And also you have to thank me for putting up with yours too! Although we don't have the same taste in music, Sara: "AIYA YOU WON'T LIKE THIS SONG ONE!", but somehow there'll be songs that we both like-.- how lame right. You must not care about what others think or talk about you OK! Be strong, rabbit! Don't think you're not good enough, don't feel inferior although its hard, cause I know you have the "oohmp" in you!
Thanks Li Chin for the slideshow! I don't want to cry anymore, cause it's really tiring. My energy level was thisssss low when we watch your video! You're the only person that I can tease, and not feel bad after it. Cause I know you'll always tease me back, and I know you won't feel THAT pissed off! And also the only person that I can win in bickering! hahahaha. for studies, errrr, you beat me hands down. hehe. FIND YOUR BLISS SOON DUCK! And don't lose that quack-kiness! Don't feel inferior anymore!! You're not dumb at.all.
Thanks Vivyan for the constant transportation to tuitions & CS! hahaha you're my 2nd driver. teehee! Yes, primary school moments are very embarrassing. I remember hitting your head really hard and your mom went to school. & I got screwed by penolong kanans, REMEMBER?! hehe. Please lower down your voice cause YOU ARE SERIOUSLY LOUD. Be crazy if you want to, but don't overdo it cause you don't want to lose your voice just.like.that. And I'm not cursing you. muahahaa. Stay strong and don't die yet!
Thanks Justin for everything. You're always there to listen to my whines, always there. I don't know what to say man. Seriously. And I don't think it's a bad thing. haha. I just hope that things will remain the same, and hopefully the gap won't destroy us. Things might be different for us in the future, but everything happens for a reason right? Stay strong dude, and don't give up easily alright!
I think I'm emotionally unstable.
I just don't know how to express my gratitude to EVERYONE. These past years, everyone played a different and unique role in my life. And I don't really have a good memory, so I forget things easily. Close or not, we're still friends and I will not forget you.
I'll leave JB with a heavy heart, but I know things are going to be OK.
Soon.
:D